LISA SEHUN STAYED WITH me for hours before I told him to go home since it's already dark outside. He didn't want to leave me at first but I insisted. So in the end, he had no other choice but to go home. After that, I took a bath first before I went to sleep. *** I woke up by the sound of my alarm clock. I lazily turned it off before I opened my eyes. I don't know how to face Jennie. I don't know if I can face her. Because of what I discovered yesterday, I don't want to get out of my room anymore. Afraid that Jennie might beg me again to not end our relationship. But the thing is, I already did. I already ended it. It's sad, you know. We didn't even get to celebrate our first anniversary which is next year, September 23. It's really sad. I don't wanna leave her here. Yeah, we're not

