Never Ever Again (JENLISA)

Chapter 6

Lisa

THESE PAST FEW days, my little crush on Jennie is developing everytime I'm seeing her. But I'm trying my best to stop it. About Ten, he's being cold to me. But I just ignored it.

Right now, I'm currently in Bambam's house. Actually, the whole squad is here. They're planning about our vacation. While me, I'm here on the rooftop. Enjoying the view.

"Lili!" I turned around and saw Jennie. She sat beside me.

"Waeyo?"

"I miss you." I quickly looked away after I heard those words. Here she goes again. She's making me blush again for Pete's sake.

"Okay." She pouted because of my response. Aish. This brunette is really cute. "I miss you too, Nini." I softly said. She blushed after I said it. Huh. This is the charm of Lalisa Manoban.

My phone vibrated so I took it out from my pocket and saw Ten's message.

From: My Ten❤

Lis, can we talk later? I just want to say something.

I'm expecting this. So I replied on his text.

To: My Ten❤

Alright. Go here on the rooftop later.

I sent it to him and returned my phone on my pocket.

"How are you and your boyfriend? These past few days, I noticed that you're acting cold with each other. You guys have problem?" She asked.

"I don't know. I will know later. By the way, why are you here? They need you there. They're planning for our vacation." I said, not looking at her.

"Jisoo unnie said that you're here alone. So I went here to join you." I automatically smiled. Goodness, Jennie Kim. You're making my heart flutter every single time.

"Thank you, then." I said. She showed her gummy smile again.

I don't know if I already like her. But I'm straight! All my life, I didn't fall inlove with a girl. As in. I'm into guys, not girls. But when Jennie came to my life, she's always making my heart flutters. Every single words she's saying, I always smile. I'm afraid to fall inlove with her. Because I know, she's 100% straight. And she will not catch me once I fall for her. That's why I'm stopping this stupid feeling. About Ten, I don't want to cheat on him. So I will just end our relationship later. This is so wrong. He's my boyfriend, but I have feelings for someone else. I don't want to torture him. I don't want to hurt him.

"What's up Jenlisa!" We turned around and we saw Ten standing behind us. "Jen, can I talk to Lisa?" He asked. I looked at Nini. Waiting for her answer.

"Y-Yeah, ofcourse." She said and left the two of us. Ten sat beside me.

"I want to say something." He seriously said while looking at me.

"I want to say something, too. But you can speak first." I softly said. He took my hand and held it.

"Lisa, I know you already have feelings for someone else. I can't tell who's that someone, but I know that that is a girl. I don't want to torture you. So I think it's much better if we'll end our relationship. Besides, I have feelings for someone else too. We're just being fair you know. And since we don't love each other anymore just like before, we should end this relationship." I smiled after hearing those words from him.

"Yeah, you're right. We should end this relationship now. That is actually I want to say. But you already said it. Haha. So I guess, this is a goodbye for our 2 years relationship?" I jokely asked that made him chuckle.

"Ne. But we're still friends, right?" I pinched his nose.

"i***t. Ofcourse! We're bestfriends, Ten. And I don't want to lose my bestfriend." He pulled me for a hug so I hugged him back.

I'm now free? Yeah. But still, I want to stop my freaking feelings for Jennie. Because this is wrong. I should end up with a guy. Not with a girl. For now, I will just distance myself from her.

~#~

Bambam

I heard their conversation. I suddenly felt happy because there's no more hindrance on my plan. Lisa is now single.

I contacted my friend—Sunmi. Because she will help us on the plan. Plan on making Jennie jealous. Well, actually, she have a crush for Lisa. But she still agreed to take a part of the plan. I returned to the living room and saw her sitting beside Wendy and Yeri.

"Sunmi!" I ran towards her and gave her a hug. But she quickly pulled away from it. Aish.

"After a long time, Bam. I saw you again!" I chuckled.

"Yah, Bam, she's really excited about the plan." Wendy said.

Yeah, the whole squad already knew the plan. Except from Jennie and Lisa ofcourse.

"Sunmi noona, get ready to act, okay? I know you're the best actress on the squad." She laughed because of my words.

"i***t. Ofcourse!"

We already planned our vacation. And we decided to spend our break in the beach here. It is not that far from here. It wil just take 3 hours before we arrive there. And what more exciting is, we will go there now! The plan will start now!

We're now dressed and we're already ready to go. But I was stunned when I saw Lisa noona. She's freaking hot! Erase! Erase! She's like my sister! Aish!

"S-Sunmi unnie?" I smirked. This is it. Sunmi noona will nail it.

"Lalisaaaaaa!" Sunmi jumped on her as she hugged her. Lisa happily hugged her back. They're so cute. I averted my gaze on Jennie and she's now looking intensely to the two. Don't tell me, she's already jealous? We're not starting yet! Haha.

"Omo, Lisaaaaa! I really love your scent!" Sunmi stated.

I helped the girls on putting their things on the car. While Sunmi and Lisa are talking. The girls already entered the car. Except Jennie.

"Jen, you can go inside the car now." I said.

"I will wait for Lisa." She said that made me smirk. Jealous eh? Haha.

"Don't wait for her anymore. She's with Sunmi noona. C'mon." I entered the driver's seat as she entered the car and sat on the backseat. I smiled at Ten who's sitting beside me.

We waited for Lisa and Sunmi for a minute and finally, they already came back. They entered the car and sat on the backseat too. Wanna know their sitting arrangement?

Sunmi—Lisa—Jennie

They really let Lisa sat between them. Tsk tsk.

~#~

Lisa

"Lali." Sunmi unnie called. I looked at her.

"Waeyo?"

"Don't you miss me? You're being cold to me." She said then pouted. Aish. I suddenly remembered what happened earlier. She's so annoying!

Flashback

Sunmi and I are currently talking. Nonsense things, yeah. She's so talkative. But she suddenly opened an unexpected topic.

"You like Jennie, right?" She teasingly asked.

"W-What are you talking about? I'm freaking straight, Sunmi." I denied it. Duh. I don't want to tell it honestly to her. She's very talkative. I know she will tell it to the whole squad if ever I admitted it.

"You can't lie to me, Lali. Don't worry. It's too obvious that she likes you too." My eyes widened.

What did she say? Jennie likes me too? Am I dreaming? Aish! She's just giving me false hopes!

"b***h. I'm not giving you a false hopes. Believe me this time, Lali. I'm telling you, one of these days, she will confess her feelings for you. Believe my words." She seriously said. I kept convincing myself that she's just giving me false hopes. But damn it! I can't help to believe her!

"Do I really have to believe you?" I suddenly asked. She smirked.

"Ofcourse, Lali. This. I will let you believe me." She pulled me closer and attached her lips on mine.

Shit, s**t, s**t! She kissed me! My long time girl crush kissed me! But hell no! I'm straight! f**k! But I like Jennie! Damn this situation.

I don't know why but I kissed her back. Her lips is still soft just like before.

After a few second, we pulled away from the kiss.

"That was nice, Lali." She seductively said. f**k! Why the hell did I kiss her back?!

"J-Just forget it, unnie." I said

"Why would I forget it? It's nice, Lali. I missed your lips." I quicky looked away. Damn it!

"Look, Sunmi. I didnt mean to kiss you back." I frustratedly said.

"I don't care. It still cannot change the fact that we kissed, Lali. Don't worry. I didn't mean to kiss you, too. And oh, I will help you for Jennie." She said and turned her back on me.

End of Flashback

"Oh, Lali, I forgot to say. You're a great kisser." She seductively said and took a sleep.

Ugh! Why did she say that?! Tch.

"Great kisser, huh. So you kissed earlier." I widened my eyes and averted my gaze to Jennie who's staring at me coldly.

"A-Ah, n-no! S-She's the one who k-kissed me!" s**t. Why do I have to stutter?

"Such a flirt." She said and rolled her eyes.

"What?! I'm not a flirt!" I defended myself. Flirt? Me? Ofcourse not! I'm not a flirt for Pete's sake!

"Silly. I'm talking about her. Not you. Tch." She rolled her eyes again.

"Jennie, Sunmi and Lisa are good to be together. The way I imagined that they kissed, it's a nice scene though." Jisoo unnie said so I widened my eyes again.

"What the f**k, unnie?"

"Stop cussing, sweetheart." I was surprised when Sunmi unnie suddenly spoke. Goodness. I thought she's sleeping.

"Sweetheart, huh?" We all averted our eyes on Jennie and she's now glaring at me.

What the f**k? What did I do?! Why is she glaring at me?!

~#~

Jennie

I'm a little bit mad because Lisa and Sunmi kissed earlier. Damn. How could they kiss when they're not in a relationship?!

"Jennie, Sunmi and Lisa are good to be together. The way I imagined that they kissed, it's a nice scene though." I suddenly felt sad after I heard Jisoo unnie's words.

She's kinda right. I hate it because they're really look good together. Aish! Okay! I admit! I already like Lisa! But damn it. I can't tell it to her. I'm afraid because I don't want her to ignore me after that. She's also my friend and I don't want to lose our friendship.

"What the f**k, unnie?" I want to laugh at Lisa's reaction but I'm not in the mood now.

"Stop cussing, sweetheart." Sunmi said.

Wait, did she just called Lisa sweetheart?! Ugh! Don't tell me, they're in a relationship now?

"Sweetheart, huh?" They quickly averted their gaze on me. But I just glared at Lisa.

"Why, unnie? Are you jealous?" I heard Yeri asked.

Ofcourse, I'm jealous! Lisa is only mine. She's my Lili.

Wait. No! I'm not f*****g jealous. Aish!

"Me? Jealous? Stop kidding me, Kim Yerim. Why would I get jealous? Lisa is just my friend. I don't like her though. So I'm not jealous." I said and rolled my eyes on them.

I closed my eyes and decided to take a sleep. But before I even slept, I heard Lisa whispered but it's enough for me to hear it.

"I'm expecting this to happen. I know you don't like me. But it still hurts." She whispered and after that, I quickly slept.

***

"Jennie, we're here. Wake up." I thought Lisa is the one who woke me up. But when I opened my eyes, I saw Rosé. I just went outside the car and my blood boiled when I saw Sunmi linking her arms on Lisa's. That should be me.

"Don't be too obvious, Jennie. Don't worry. Lisa is yours." I was surprised with Ten's sudden words. Aish! He's just giving me false hopes. Because from the very first place, Lisa is not mine. And she will never be mine.

I just walked and passed by them. I didn't even bother to look at Lisa.

"Yow, Jennie!" Bambam approached me and wrapped his arms on my shoulder.

"Hey." I coldly said.

"Stop being jealous, Jennie. Trust me. Lisa is all yours." He said and winked at me.

"Lisa is not mine. Tch. Stop giving me false hopes."

"Silly. I'm not giving you false hopes. You know, Jennie. Just tell your freaking feelings for her. Trust me. She will not ignore you after that. She's not that type of person. So you will not lose your friendship. Trust me, Jennie. Believe my words." He seriously said that made me stun.

Should I tell her about my true feelings for her? Is it true that she'll not gonna ignore me after that? I should try it. But I'm still afraid. Not because I don't want to lose our friendship. I'm afraid to be rejected. I'm afraid that she will reject me. But, who am I to complain?

I looked at Lisa but she's looking at Sunmi. I guess they're talking. So I decided to not interrupt them.

"Woah! This is nice! The view is so amazing! The waves are f*****g satisfying!" Bambam shouted.

He's right. The waves are really satisfying. The view, it's kinda nice. And the fresh air is so amazing.

"Now, I'm sure that we will enjoy our break!" Ten said and we agreed on him.

"Laliiiii lets take a picture together, please? The view is so amazing!" I heard Sunmi said. My blood boiled when I saw Lisa agreed and they took a picture together. Tch.

"Easy, Jennie unnie. They're just friends. Don't be jealous." Rosé said and laughed at me.

Aish! Seriously?! I'm not freaking jealous! For Pete's sake!

"Calm down, Jendeukie. Stop getting jealous on Sunmi, okay? Lisa is yours. Believe our words. You will thank us soon." This time, Jisoo unnie surprised me with her words. Aish. They're just telling me the same.

They sat on the sand including Lisa. I was about to sit beside her but she stood up and sat beside Sunmi instead. Tch. I hate her! I just sat between Jisoo and Bambam.

"Omo! Look at Sunmi and Lisa! They're like a couple! They're so cute!" Joy stated. We looked at the two and I saw Sunmi leaning her head on Lisa's shoulder. While Lisa's hand is wrapping on Sunmi's shoulder. Tch. They are not look like a couple. But, I felt sad again. That should be me.

"Lisa-yah! Are you two in a relationship now?" Seulgi asked.

"Maybe." I furrowed because of her answer.

Maybe?! What the f**k? Don't tell me, she's already courting Sunmi? Or is it about their kiss? f**k. I'm done. She already have Tzuyu. Tch.

"Omg, sweetheart! What's with that answer? Stop kidding around, Lali. We're not even in a relationship." Sunmi said, trying to be cute. Well, she's not cute.

"Haha, alright. Guys, we're not yet in a relationship." I was surprised again because of her answer.

"Yet? So it means, one of these days, Sunmi will be your girlfriend already? Nice! Haha!" Irene unnie teased that made them laugh.

"Aish, Lali! I said, stop kidding around!" They laugh again because of Sunmi's words. Tch. It's not even funny.

"Alright! We're not in a relationship. But she confessed that she likes me. I should give her a chance, right?" They all agreed, except me. Duh. Are you expecting me to agree, too? Freaking no!

"But why would you give her a chance if we all knew that you have a deep feelings for someone else?" Bambam said with his titled smirk.

"Aish. Shut up, Bam." Lisa said.

Who is he pertaining too? I don't want to assume things. But what if it's me? Maybe I should really tell her my feelings. I will not know if I will not try. But how am I gonna do that if I'm afraid to be rejected?

Damn. I'm inlove with the one and only Lalisa Manoban. There it is. I already admitted it to myself. I'm inlove with her. I love her. I love Lisa. I love Pranpriya. I love Manoban. I love Limario. I love Poopoo. I love my Lili.