LISA JACKSON'S RELATIVE brought him to China to give him a proper funeral. I wasn't able to attend because I am still shocked for what happened. I am honestly traumatized. A single loud noise is always making me startle and afraid. It's all because the gunshot. It's still lingering in my mind. The way Mr. Wang pointed the gun to Sehun, the way I heard that two gunshot, and the way I saw two bodies lying infront of me with their own blood. But a certain person is always by my side to comfort me, to calm me down, and take care of me. Jennie. I don't even know how it started. I want to push her away just like what I am doing to my friends these past few days because I don't want to talk to anyone. But I don't know why I can't do that to her. I mean, I tried. I tried not just once. But I do

