Renaissance

Episode 18

*AUTRY'S POV*

I could feel her worry in each and every cell of my being.

"You need to calm down, GODDESS." I said, caressing her cheek.

"I am trying but, even your touch seems insufficient in doing so!" She sighed. "What if he hates me, like the clueless lil wolf I am!" Fair enough, considering the way I behaved during our first dinner, she had every right to suspect my father would turn out as an as***le. But, I had to make sure it didn’t matter.

“Well, then we'll go rule your pack together." I said, trying to clear the mood. "Relax, no matter what happens, we will have each other." Although I didn’t seem to be successful, her beautiful green eyes were clouded with worry, still. I looked at her, searching for the root of her concern.

"The sorrow, knowing that I was the reason for you to lose the love and respect of your family would make me miserable for the rest of my life, you know… let's not even joke about such a possibility." this little woman! She had her unique ways to make me melt! The way she looked at stuff, and the way her brain worked amazed me every minute we were together.

Our mate is one gorgeous soul! Godric howled in my head.

"But really, I would rather have the whole world against me than lose you!” Now it was my heart's turn to sink. “I almost lost my mind when I realized that you were fighting with rogues! I would NEVER let anything like that ever happen again. At least, I would do everything within my power to prevent that. So, we are together in heaven and hell." I meant every single word. And I was not so sure if she could actually understand that I was ready to kill and be killed for her. However, I felt relieved when the corners of her lips formed the slightest of curves upwards.

"I believed my share of divine luck would come, all my life, whenever I felt miserable because of my misfortune, never in my wildest dreams would I have dreamed of someone half as perfect as you!" she said. She said she was lucky to have me. How naive…

"Oh, Cece… luck is not yours to brag about! That is pure me! I take your heart was made of pure love, so that you could actually forgive my stupidity." I watched as her face stirred. I am scared now. Did I remind her needlessly of my foul move? Of course, it still makes her uneasy. I watched as her position shifted a little further away from me on the sofa as she started to speak, although her Jade-green eyes never budged away, captivating mine in them.

"Autry, I thought we were past this.” her voice sounded disappointed and it really pained me, but I was afraid. “I don't want you to live this misery of a single mistake throughout our lives! You must know, you are fully forgiven." But did I really deserve that forgiveness? "What nonsense are you bothering yourself over? Tell me, so we can work it out," I took in a deep breath. This bothered me all along. But…

"Well, you know… I will always be worried about all the time I wasted before coming after you." I said. Honestly, I couldn’t believe how I couldn’t move or why… my heart couldn’t escape the darkest of places, knowing that I would never be worthy of such a beautiful creature inside and out. "I should have never let you go out that f**king door.” my anger towards my own stupidity escalated as I spoke my mind as openly as I could. “No matter what excuse I had, no matter if you forgave me for what I have done, I don't think I will ever be able to fully forgive myself for abandoning you the way I did foolishly. The male is to protect and provide and my idiocy had no boundaries. If I were you, I would suspect that I came only because I learned about your wolf!” My greatest fear right now was this misconception she could very easily have and none could prove her wrong, if she did choose to believe that was my motive. “This pains me and will haunt me to the end of my time!" I was surprised when her expression first relaxed and then turned to anger.

"Look, if you wish to drown in your sorrow forever, it's fine! But that'll be painful for both of us. So, why don't you come to your senses already?” What senses? “I know, Godric stayed silent to punish you. How were you going to go after me, even? I disappeared from sight, after all. Did you have a clue where I could have gone? No!” she shifted her hair, apparently irritated. “You were both alarmed thanks to the rogues’ smell and taste. I understand Godric couldn't put me in any more danger by continuing to torture you, even if he wanted to, so he told you where I would be. It's okay. I know you didn't come after me solely because I had a pup." Her reasoning was spot on. But still, what about my intentions? What if my heart was in the wrong place?

"And mind tell me how, do you know that so sure?" I asked genuinely. She sighed, still looking me dead in the eyes.

"Because I understand now, one wouldn't enter, as an alpha oh-so in love with his pack and duties only, to unknown territory, all alone and blind! You might have come with an army or something… but one only does those utterly foolish things when one's in love.” OH! “I know you're foolishly in love with me and I have every intention of using it!" she climbed onto my lap and cupped my cheeks, painfully close to my face now. "And you should know that you are loved, just as much." Her smell in my nostrils, I took it in with a deep, intoxicating breath. I looked into her eyes. Those sparkling jades that I wanted to lose myself in.

“I love you, Cecelia!” I said. She knew! She was certain. She was right. I did lose my mind when that trash of a mother of hers slapped her in the face! Did anything happen to her that day, I doubt I’d ever be of any use for anything… and Godric did enjoy my torture, for my foolishness. All that she explained was true. An average girl would hold this against her male to push around and get whatever she wanted. But not my goddess… I breathed her in again. I can’t talk anymore, talking won’t do it. But I needed to express my gratitude to her! I leaned in for a kiss, closing the mere inch that was between our lips.Thank you, thank you for being you! Thank you for accepting me, and thank you for setting me free of my grudge against myself! This was turning in my head like a chant, a prayer, as I kissed her silky lips deeply. And to my relief, I felt her fingers intertwine with my hair on the back of my head, pressing herself onto me deeper. I groaned with want and lust, as she shifted herself in my lap, so that she could pass from the princess-hold, into facing me, on my lap. I felt my blood boiling as always. Growing up, I always thought I would be the one leading when I found my mate, I would be the grown up, the provider and ruler of the relationship. Although, it was her, all along. I, the mighty Alpha-to-be, able to make a whole pack bow before him, was completely submissive against this beautiful girl!

She moaned when I sucked her tongue with force, and when I let my grip loosen, she started licking my neck and towards my ears. My eyes rolled back as she rocked the tip of her tongue back and forth. My manhood was poking her core through my sweatpants and her underwear, her nightdress climbed up to her waist thanks to our little dance. “Take me, Cecelia, please.” I begged.

“What?” she said.

“Take me, do whatever you wish to do with me. Please. I need to feel you!” I confessed, looking into her eyes, which darkened at the spot, and in a split second, she was tearing my t-shirt off of me.

*CECELIA’S POV*

As Bendis was showing all the things we could do to him, I couldn’t hold myself any longer against this open invitation. I don’t remember when I ripped off his t-shirt. Or when his pants went flying to the other side of the room… Soon, I was sitting on the fully erect c**k of my man. The only thing that was preventing us from becoming one was my soaking underwear.

He painfully groaned when I started rubbing my wetness on his shaft. I could feel his frustration and I loved it. I was touching his bare chest, exploring the stone-like muscles on his belly, chest and arms, caressing his hair… I stopped rocking on him, now in its stead, I was jumping up and down on his lap, each time my wet underwear touched him, he was shivering with anticipation. I loved how I could, too, torture him with lust and want! I took the sides of my nightdress and slid it over my head in a swift motion, leaving my bare breasts bouncing with each move. I knew he was dying to cup them, knead them and suck them, but he wasn’t permitted. I slapped his hand to the side, as he tried to touch me.

“You be a good boy, and behave!” I ordered. The tone of my voice startled even myself. I was playing a scenario Bendis showed me a few weeks ago, before he first f**ked me, and although it excited me so much, I wouldn’t dare to advance with it. I watched as his pupils grew in size and back, and felt his manhood growing even more, under me, as if it was even possible.

I took my time teasing him. But I was also at my limits. I wanted him to fill me in. I was making him and myself mad with anticipation. I leaned in to kiss his lips, holding onto his neck with one hand, and watched him close his eyes. I reached down, with my other hand to slide my underwear to the side and sat onto his d**k with as much force as I could dare to. I watched as his eyes popped open, pupils huge, with shock. “FU*K!” escaped his lips, I sat like that, his fully erect c**k all the way inside me… I couldn’t believe my boldness but it felt like heaven. I loved this sensation which made me feel complete. Also, I loved the surprised look on his face. Although I was just sitting still, he seemed to be enjoying himself.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

“I am sitting on your c**k?” I said. Oblivious of what he meant.

“No, you are doing something and it’s driving me crazy.” he said. hmm, did he mean how I squeezed his c**k with my pu**y muscles?

I started to move up and down slowly on his lap. This time, I was f**king him, at a painfully slow pace, and he was letting me continue with my torture-game.

“Do you like it?” I asked.

“Yes!” he answered in between breaths.

“Tell me about it” I asked. I never knew my soul possessed such an evil side inside it. But I was soon to regret my boldness. He looked into my eyes, with those two sparkling, dangerously captivating eyes of his, dead serious and said;

“I love how I can feel the walls of your pu**y. I love how your p***y perfectly grabs onto my co*k and milks it up. I love everything you are doing to me!” he said. No complaints, little one, you asked for it! I heard Bendis in my head. You know you must f**k his brains out now... she teased me.

I was planning no less than just that, Bendis, mind give us our privacy? I whined in my head, and started f**king my delicious mate at a high speed. Jumping up and down on him... After a while, I turned my back on him and f**ked him like that for a while. It felt great as his c**k was touching places it had never touched before!

I was getting tired, though, so I let him have me, doggy style. And there, at the fast and deep pace that he set, both of us were able to reach our climax at the same time.