MONSTER
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I definitely must have dozed off deep in my thoughts since I didn't heard anything from him again . I guess the monster had walked away . I felt a blow of relief.i had so much questions that's like killing me to answer them.who is he? why the freak he has kidnapped me and the most important is he going to be the that monster from my past?.......oh shoot!!!!! I'm going to have a headache again.even though my anxiety is on its peak making me feel so paranoid I just want to sleep the pain away.sleep is my only source of relief.since my childhood I have been using this way to escape the reality.even if it's temporary it's still provides me a sense of warmth and comfort.to be honest this kidnapping is nothing compared to what I had gone through but still it's not good this way. If you don't know then I wanna let you know that I'm diagnosed with depression, anxiety,PTSD and borderline personality disorder. yeahh that's sucks but I'm still going on .
I don't know how did I ended up here. the last thing that I can remember is that I was unlocking the doors after returning from office just like always.i don't even remember anything after that it's just blank from there In my memories.its like someone just erased my memories...I remember when unlocking the door I heard a loud pang!! and I had a sharp pain in my brain and everything gets blacked out .I let the darkness get one more inch of my soul again.darkness is my only best friend and I guess I like it that way only.i don't form human connections since I don't trust anybody.more like I can't trust anybody and nor do I want to.i literally have never considered anyone my friend and that's okay for me.i just consider them another human being trying hard to fulfill their motive.i was back to the reality from my thoughts from a noise of footsteps coming to my direction.. ..I was petrified and one more step till I can feel someone's presence right 1 step away from me.i was terrified of what will happen now ." Eat this now" the voice demanding me.slowly I opened my mouth ...my shaking voice said"....I ..I can't see anything,,, please remove this blindfold"..I desperately wanted to at least see his face since that can give me a clue about his identity .and then I heard him laughing and I was so confused and shocked!!!!!!! "you are very smart!!!!.... you want me to take your blindfold so you can suspect me!!!!! hahahaha ,are you dumb b***h!!!" don't worry I can definitely shove this down your throat ......."open up your mouth" he said in a very cold voice like he didn't have any emotions.his voice was simply empty yet so sinister and definitely getting away from here will be no easy..... resisting now will cause me no good so I simply allowed him to do that.he was very harsh in feeding.i was eating after so long even I don't remember. I don't know for how many days I have been locked up here. I really want a nap now. I just want to rest but there is no way ...this chair is not comfortable enough for me to sleep in it.should I ask him for a mattress....I just wish that he will agree. " hey,I have lost all my energy so I want to take a nap ,can you please provide me a mattress" I said in an instant I was so scared.....there was extreme and awkward silence for some seconds which felt like an eternity... suddenly I felt a stinging pain in my cheeks...he slapped me .but why!!!!I can't think of any possible way I would have offended him.He is such a monster.i hate this one. " speak only when spoken to, or else this will be your last day alive ",he commanded. and I heard the footsteps slowing drifting away until it was all silence and darkness. I felt horrified but I have to accept the situation I'm in now. so I thought my chair as a mattress and bended my knees ,close to my chest and hugging my self I slowly gave in the darkness...and I fell in the hole of darkness again .
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