The grand ballroom of the Pierre Hotel was a cavern of gold leaf, crystal chandeliers, and the distinct, cloying scent of old money and desperation. It was a world away from the pine-scented air of Bluebell Creek. Here, the air was heavy with the smell of expensive lilies and the sharp, metallic tang of champagne. Every surface was polished to a mirror shine, reflecting the glittering silhouettes of New York’s elite as they moved in a choreographed dance of power and gossip.
I stood at the top of the marble staircase, my hand trembling slightly as it rested on Ethan’s forearm. The fabric of his tuxedo was smooth and cool, a stark contrast to the heat radiating from his body. I could feel his strength, a solid anchor in a sea of sharks, but I hated how much I needed it.
"Breathe, Sierra," he murmured, his voice so low it was intended only for my ears. He didn't look at me; his gaze was fixed on the crowd below, his professional mask firmly in place. "You look like you’re walking toward an execution. Smile. You’re the luckiest woman in the room, remember?"
"I feel like a prize mare at an auction," I hissed back, my lips curled into a practiced, frozen smile that felt brittle enough to shatter. "Is this what your life is, Ethan? A series of rooms filled with people who smile at you while holding knives behind their backs?"
"Exactly," he said, and for a fleeting second, his grip on my waist tightened—not in a romantic way, but as a warning. "And tonight, you’re the sharpest blade I have. Don't let them see you bleed."
As we descended the stairs, the room went quiet in a way that felt violent. The tinkling of silverware against china stopped. The hushed conversations died in mid-air. A hundred pairs of eyes, many hidden behind designer masks for the masquerade theme, turned toward us. The emeralds at my throat felt like cold fingers choking me, their weight a constant reminder of the debt I owed the man standing beside me.
We reached the bottom of the stairs, and the "sharks" began to circle.
"Ethan, darling! You’ve been hiding from us," a woman in a gown that looked like spun silver trilled, her eyes raking over me with the clinical detachment of a jeweler appraising a fake.
"Business, Clara," Ethan replied smoothly, his tone clipped and professional. He didn't introduce me. He didn't have to. The ring on my finger was doing all the talking, screaming a story that every woman in the room was already dissecting in her head.
We moved through the crowd, a gauntlet of fake smiles and backhanded compliments. I felt the sweat beginning to prickle at the back of my neck, the heavy layers of my silk gown suddenly feeling like a suit of armor that was three sizes too small. I wanted to run. I wanted to find Leo, who was safely tucked away at the penthouse with a highly-vetted nanny, and tell him we were going home. But I knew home was gone. Home was a boarded-up bakery and a mountain of legal papers.
"Ethan."
The voice was like a velvet ribbon—smooth, expensive, and dangerous.
A woman stepped out from the shadows of a large floral arrangement. She was breathtaking. If I was a "rustic" beauty, as Julian had put it, this woman was a masterpiece of high-society engineering. Her hair was a pale, icy blonde, styled into a sleek architectural wave. Her dress was a deep, midnight-blue velvet that made her skin look like alabaster. She didn't need emeralds to look like royalty; she carried the arrogance of ten generations of wealth in the set of her shoulders.
This was Isabella Van Doren. The woman Ethan was supposed to marry. The woman Beatrice Sterling had chosen to be the next queen of the Sterling empire.
"Isabella," Ethan said. His voice didn't change, but I felt the muscle in his arm twitch.
"I heard rumors that you’d returned from the wilderness with a... souvenir," Isabella said, her gaze sliding to me. She didn't look at my face. She looked at the emeralds. "The Sterling Emeralds. I haven't seen those since your grandmother’s funeral. I always thought they were intended for someone who understood their history."
"They were intended for the woman I chose," Ethan said, his voice dropping an octave.
Isabella finally looked at me, her eyes a piercing, cold blue. She smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes. "And you must be Sierra. The little baker from... where was it? Some charming little village in the woods? It must be such a shock, being in a room where the bread isn't the most interesting thing on the table."
I felt the familiar heat of anger rise in my chest, the same fire that had kept me going during those long, lonely nights in Bluebell Creek. I straightened my spine, letting the heavy weight of the diamonds anchor me instead of drag me down.
"Bluebell Creek, Vermont," I said, my voice clear and steady, cutting through the ambient noise of the ballroom. "And actually, Isabella, the bread in my shop was always more honest than the conversations I’ve had in this room so far. At least with bread, you know exactly what’s inside. Here, everything seems to be made of synthetic fluff and bitter filling."
A few people nearby gasped. Isabella’s smile faltered for a fraction of a second, her eyes narrowing. Behind me, I felt Ethan’s presence shift. He didn't step in to defend me; he stood back, watching the exchange with a dark, intrigued intensity.
"Honesty is such a quaint concept," Isabella purred, stepping closer until I could smell her perfume—something floral and sharp that reminded me of a funeral. "But in New York, we value something else: longevity. Tell me, Sierra, how long do you think a 'contract' lasts when the ink starts to fade? Ethan is a man of phases. He likes new toys until the paint starts to chip. And you... you look like you might chip quite easily."
"I’ve survived things that would break a woman like you, Isabella," I countered, my voice a low, dangerous hum. "I’ve built a life out of nothing. I’ve raised a son while you were busy picking out the right shade of velvet. If you think I’m a 'toy,' you’ve clearly never had to fight for anything in your life."
Isabella’s face went white. She opened her mouth to retort, but Ethan stepped forward, his hand sliding back to my waist, his thumb hooking into the silk of my dress.
"That’s enough, Isabella," he said, his tone final. "Sierra is my fiancée. You will treat her as such, or you will find that the Van Doren accounts are no longer managed by Sterling Global. Do I make myself clear?"
Isabella’s eyes filled with a flash of pure, unadulterated hatred—not for Ethan, but for me. She dipped her head in a mocking little curtsy. "Perfectly clear, Ethan. I suppose I’ll see you both at dinner. I hope the menu is to your liking, Sierra. I made sure to tell the chef to avoid... rustic ingredients."
She turned and glided away, her velvet train snapping behind her like a whip.
I felt the adrenaline begin to drain out of me, leaving me hollow and shaking. I reached for a glass of champagne from a passing waiter, draining half of it in one go.
"You shouldn't have done that," Ethan muttered, though he was looking at me with a look I couldn't quite place. It wasn't anger. It was something closer to admiration.
"What? Defended myself? Or pointed out that she’s a viper in a designer dress?" I asked, my head spinning from the alcohol and the stress.
"She’s not just a viper. She’s a Van Doren. Her family owns half the real estate in this city. You just made an enemy of the most powerful woman in your new social circle."
"I don't care about social circles, Ethan! I care about my son! I care about getting through this year without losing my mind!" I turned to him, my eyes blazing. "You brought me here to be your shield, but don't expect me to be your silent one. If you wanted a doll, you should have married her."
Ethan stared at me for a long beat. The ballroom swirled around us, a blur of gold and glitter, but in the center of the storm, it was just the two of us. He reached out, his hand cupping the side of my face. His palm was rough, masculine, and warm against my skin.
"I didn't want a doll," he whispered, his thumb tracing the line of my jaw. "I wanted you."
The honesty in his voice caught me off guard, slicing through my defenses more effectively than any of Isabella’s insults. For a moment, I saw the man I had loved five years ago—the man who had looked at me as if I were the only light in his world.
But then the memory of the "goodbye" note flashed in my mind. The memory of the cold bed. The memory of the check his mother had tried to force on me.
I pulled away, my gaze hardening. "Don't, Ethan. Don't pretend there’s anything real here. We have a contract. We have a goal. Let's just get through the dinner so I can go home and see my son."
Ethan’s face closed off, the stone mask sliding back into place. "Fine. Dinner is served in the Gold Room. Try not to start any more wars before the main course."
As we walked toward the dining hall, I felt the eyes of the room following us. Isabella was watching from across the floor, whispering into the ear of a man who looked like he belonged on a high-court bench. Beatrice was at the head of the main table, her gaze cold and judgmental.
I realized then that this wasn't just a Gala. It was a battlefield. And the first shot had just been fired. I looked down at the emeralds, glowing like green fire on my chest, and I realized that Isabella was right about one thing: the Sterling Emeralds were heavy. But what she didn't know was that I was used to carrying weight. I had carried the weight of a secret for five years. I could carry this, too.
I walked into the Gold Room with my head held high, the "Little Baker from Vermont" prepared to take her seat at a table of wolves. Because if there was one thing I knew about wolves, it was that they only respected the one who wasn't afraid to bite back.
The dinner was just beginning, but the hunger in the room wasn't for food. It was for blood. And as I caught Ethan’s gaze in the reflection of the gold-framed mirrors, I realized that he was the hungriest wolf of them all.