Chapter One Hundred and Fifty: An Unexpected response; memories that give insomnia What the f**k was that? What the hell had suddenly overcome me so much that I could not even contain myself? ________________ I truly thought that I would get right into bed, lay on my back and fall right into a deep sleep, but as opposed to that happening, I was tossing and turning, gently even to avoid waking Rexa up. The bed situation was contributing a whole lot. First of all, I was not used to being so hoisted above the ground and two, the f*****g thing felt like a water bed! It was wobbling at any chance it got, even at the slightest shift of a leg or arm Now that the bed had taken blame, it was time for the biggest cause of my inability to fall asleep to come to the stand because it was so guilt

