Chapter One Hundred and Twenty One: Digging in an empty mine
I should have kept it in my mind and never let it out every time I got excited to see Martin and advance our relationship. Maybe then I would not be in this predicament, maybe I would be a very happy girl with her mate.
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She knitted her eyebrows together and pursed her lips as she went over all the thoughts in her head that I wish I could spy on for an immediate answer. My patience was lacking at this point, I had been underestimating just how bothered by this situation I was, and even more by my lack of knowledge concerning it. If Martin had a new woman and I was out here finding it hard to move on, I was going to be far from okay with that. I had just chased away my own f*****g mate because for some reason
