You can play it off as all a dream
But what's so would make a heart bleed
To discuss it for what it's not
Life of yours is hell is Hot
I will not choose to go back a beating
Who's the forest is certain behavior believe
To lock one behind the gate
And show her to be fake
Because of her past mistake
To use her heart to make a buck
Is it worth the price
I'm turning change to Karen less
Because she one day she guess
I never thought a heart of black
And ever getting God
How do you see it
I'm turning love into deep despair
The children aren't
But to use tricks of being
Only God can show it
Not the games people play
We leave the crictics to God
All because he won't admit
To ever being a part of it
You never gave it anyway
Only wanted me out of your life
You bringing innocent girl over to see me
Then use words like she don't want to speak
Dark is that kind of life
That you would want to take the knife
Pretty guilty and chain on one space
That she'll see me differently in space
But I will step ou
Don't like your character in blackout
I May never Love again it's true
But being alone is better than with you
And all that matters when faith above
But who am I to say who or why
Everyone I believed in went to the skies
I don't want anyone from the state of no soul
Rather be a Ghost than that of a goblin and gold
I never imagined in all my years
One person can turn real to hate real
I'll be the one sending demons
Like you back to hell you feel
I have reached my final breaking point
No one to believe
No one to trust her hope
Just wanted to start over
No I just don't care
I've always been alone
What's the use of living when I'm already dead
I try time and time but get kicked in head
I'm ready to give in to all
I'd given up my faith my love of family
I'm tired of being alone and left for these streets
I will no longer be alive for trust
No more faith in love
No joy is meant for me this I finally see
I'm not wanted by anybody
How can anyone judge
For things they do
I am nothing to the one I used to believe
In anything real no one does
Why should I be the only one