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My life has been such a mess
Everyone I loved has always left
Abused one way or another
Just to control movements of the other
Who are they to judge my life
Was they there when I begged to die
Everything was taken and left me alone
Clinging to the love that was over and done
Friends always leave and never stay
It's just too easy to walk away
But to seek payback and get even
Instead of talking and forgiving
Once a person crosses the line
Makes Fair greater a fist over dying
It is what it is this is what I say
To turn hard to Stone in any love away
No love for another no care at all
Continue to build my concrete steel walls
My children are all grown and don't love me
Just like all the other folks I see
Clinging to the life and family she craves
Because the ones of childhood tossed her away
Gave her to the wolves to devour
In her darkest and loneliest hour
But then again who would leave a child alone
Unprotected beat and scarred and no home
To rub salt on an open wound
And people wonder why she's hanging in the middle of her room
To bully and abuse because she don't do what you want her to
To try to make her move on
For your own reasons unknown
You can't find guts or reason
To allow her something to Believe in
Tearing her spirit her hope and all
Because your own heart is a black wall
You think it's cool to tear her down
To the point she puts herself below ground
Seeing death and all she does
Hating any love and giving in to the drugs
The ones that make all things right
By clinging to a thread you die
Die alone and hated
Because no heart deserves to be sedated
You don't like who I am or become
You walking my shoes when life is done
Not scared of anything big or small
Take my hand into hell I take you off
- Writer
