When it came to Lilith Alarick did not know if he was coming or going. He felt like a piece of s**t for how he had been treating his mate, and he could not bear the thought of not having her in his life. When she erased the bond, he felt like he was going rabid. The pain was so visceral that he wanted to rip his own heart out to stop the pain. He felt so lost in that fleeting time he would have slaughtered all he held dear to get it back. He remembered lashing out at his parents and grandparents when they tried to help him, but he did not care who he hurt. They were not his mate. They were not Lilith.
He had looked around searching for the bond, as if he would be able to physically see it in the air. When his weeping eyes found Lilith, he had not been fooled like the others by her cold e
