What they don’t know

Song cry

Shawn

I sighed shaking my head. I've spent too much time around withTina but it's like she tries to make sure I don't spend time with Bey like I lie to you not! She will literally follow me around! So when i try to go to Bey she pops up. And then I can't get to her.

So for example we would be like ok we're gonna meet at and we would make the meeting then she would do something that would make me have to cancel on Bey and now that's why we here.

I didn't want this to happen because I didn't want Bey thinking I never loved her, or I stopped but she literally do this s**t every time and because she's supposed to be my "girlfriend" I have to do what she wants.

So once again I'm in a situation I don't want to be in.

"Tina not right now ok? Please." I said rushing out the room following Bey to Solos room.

She rushed in the door and hurried up and locked it behind her then I heard her burst into tears. I sighed and listened to her vent.

"Solo i don't know what to do!"

"Bey...what do you mean?"

"He pays no attention to me, and I never see him anymore.."

"Bey...do you not see what mom is doing?"

"I've been so busy trying to gain his attention I haven't paid her any so no not really."

"She does what she does on purpose...she does all this stuff because she knows that he will come right back to you. She doesn't want that so she gonna make plans Everyday all day so he won't pay you any mind and she's trying to make him forget all about what y'all had." Solo said to her

"I know I just-I get so sick of him sometimes!" She groaned still sniffling i can see it now her falling back on the bed with her arms spread out.

I know Bey but in a situation like this you have to learn how to be patient, and forgive."

"I knooowww but you know how many times I forgave him?" She said and paused "I'm tired of it...but I love him so much!"

"I know Bey..." Solo sighed out

I heard Bey sniffle but she didn't say anything. I took that as a que to knock on the door softly.

Luckily Solo opened the door with a hard glare until she noticed it was me and she smiled softly.

She moved out the way so I can get to Bey.

"Go get er Jigga." She whispered patting my back and walking out closing and locking the door.

I slowly walked towards Bey as she slowly stopped crying.

"Bey... I didn't know you felt the way you did.."

"I know..." she mumbled

"It's your fault."

"What?" She looked up at me

That's your fault

How many times you forgiven me?

"How was I to know you was plain sick of of me?"

"I-"

"What Solo said was true, but I also needed time to figure out what was really going on...Bey you left and didn't bother coming back." I told her "I needed space too away from you for awhile we were getting toxic..."

Shit im a man with pride

You don't do s**t like that

You don't just pick up and leave leave me sick like that

You don't throw away what we had just like that

"You were gone for two weeks, no communication no nothing you just got back yesterday! I was sick without you..."

"I'm sorry Shawn I was just hurt!" She raised her voice as she got up

"You don't think I was hurt too?! I still went back for you!!"

Shit i Gotta live with the fact I did you wrong forever

"I f****d up i know, and I'm trying to make it right Bey...but you gotta let me..." I begged walking closer to her to get a hold of her waist.

"I love you.." she cried

I know I seen em coming down your eyes but I gotta make the song cry

I can't see it coming down my eyes so I gotta make the song cry

"The next time imma f**k you up!" She told me as we hugged

That's f****d up girl

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