I took a long shower, trying to find some peace in the raging storm I had brewing in my head. I tried to bury it, but there was only so much room for me to keep burying my thoughts and feelings. I got out, drying myself off and looking for an outfit to wear. Somewhere between hating Emilio and wanting to leave this place, I decided I was gonna go out today. I concocted a plan while I was in the shower. Since Rio and Emilio were gonna be out, I was going to go out myself and spend sometime doing something I liked. I wasn’t really sure on what I was gonna do, but I needed to do something. I needed to at least do something normal in my life. I feel like I’ve been living in a movie this past month. Not a good one either. I looked through the racks of clothes Emilio bought me, loo

