Hiraya I didn't pay much attention to it before because I was too focused on being a haliya. When Calixto came, I was charmed by the novelty he presented. He was confident and showed his affection to me. While Bughaw was shy and he was never upfront with his feelings, if he had any. If Bughaw would consider courting me in this lifetime I would definitely consider. He would be a great partner and a great leader of Sinag. I stopped my train of thought and reminded myself that I’m an eleven years old girl again. But I'm already a twenty-one year old woman inside. I must not have silly thoughts about anything romantic with a fourteen year old boy. That's seriously icky. And I had just got out of a dreadful marriage and died from it. Also, I had been warned by the goddess to be care

