It's been a whole month neither me nor Asad talked, i do all the house chores and make food and he eats it and then either he leaves for office or to his room. What hurts me the most is he didn't even saw his daughter for whole one month and that little princess have no idea what has happened in her life and what is happening.
Mia is all i have without her i am nothing, when ever she is sleeping i am soo alone my heart is full, full with emotions and i can't even let it out to anyone i wanna cry , i am so tired from my life. I miss my old self, i miss my mom, my dad, i miss my friends, my college my house my old life nothing is same.
I was a chatterbox i used to talk a lot but now i am always in my thoughts you can even count my everyday words. What my life was used to be and what my life has become, i never ever thought this.
i shake my head and came out of my thoughts after doing breakfast and completing my kitchen chores. I headed towards Mia nursery and was wide awake "Good morning my little princess" i said and picked her in my arms. She is my happiness, she is my life "breakfast time princess" i said and she giggles, so mumma and Mia goes downstairs.
I never thought i'll be a mom this soon, i have no idea what is good for the new born but i have googled it and it's better to give my princess milk then anything else, after feeding Mia i gave her and change her cloths, these activities were too much for her after plating a little she is off to her dreamland.
I cooked dinner and wait for Asad, usually around 7:00 pm Asad came back but it's past his time but he isn't here. I was laying on sofa when door opens and Asad entered "where were you?" i asked and move closer to him, gross he smells so bad, reality hit me hard "you are drunk" i said "shhhh, stop it you have no right to ask me anything"he said and move closer to me "i am your wife, i can ask" i answered him, he move towards me and i move backwards "wife? you are my wife then fill my needs" he said and he attack me with his lips "what the hell Asad, leave me" i said and try to get out of his hold. He tighten his hold on me and carry me to his room.
He opens his room door and throw me on bed and lay on the top of me and bites my neck kissed me harshly "Asad please let me go" I plead but he slapped me "why are you moving now, don't you want this? you are my wife right b***h" he said and again slapped me hard "you are nothing but a maid'' he said and get up.
I was leaving his room when he hold my wrist tightly that his nails were gigging in "you don't dare to speak to me or you know the consequences" he said and pushed me out of his room.