"Life just doesn't care about our aspirations, or sadness. It's often random, and it's often stupid and it's often completely unexpected, and the closures and the epiphanies and revelations we end up receiving from life, begrudgingly, rarely turn out to be the ones we thought."
-Khaled Hosseini
I am a mother to the girl i didn't birth, i am wife but we didn't happily got married it's was in my dream that this will happen suddenly from being a student and giving paper to being a mother and wife and now i am heading to London, going to a new place leaving behind everybody and everything. Leaving the place i grew up the place i have lots of good and bad memories leaving my parents, my friends and leaving Zayn.
Zayn the guy i met in my collage being friend with for so long even the love i have for him was unexpected, loving him and not telling him but then he said it he said it that he love me and what i did?. Broke him heart and leave everything behind and now sitting beside my husband and thinking about him. "HUSBAND" isn't this way to foreign for me i don't know what is the meaning behind our relation or is there even a relationship, so many questions but nobody gonna answer it.
Well right now i am at the airport and boarding towards the flight in a line, there was a man behind me and then Asad, Mia in my arms everyone was moving slowly but suddenly the man at my back pushed me i turn around "what is wrong?" i asked "my mistake sorry" he said and when we were in the air bus he was still standing behind me and i feel someone touched my lower back and then i hear a load punch "how dare yuu touch her she is my" Asad said but he stopped he was flaming in anger "Asad it's okay calm down" i said and put my hand on his shoulder and he calms down.
We settled down in plane, Mia is awake my cute little bundle of joy these past 3 months all i have is Mia i talked to her, i play with her and i always pray one day maybe one day he will accept Mia and maybe me with my thoughts sleep occupied me.