POV: Lydia This week has been so hard. Conner is gone. It hurt so bad physically. It was probably the worst pain I have ever felt in my life and I've been through a lot of pain. Rain talked to me. He's with Conrad now and left Conner. I feel happy to know that Rain is safe but I also feel bad for Conner. He's all alone now. I've always wondered what it was like to have a wolf. Knowing what I know now I know that that was a possibility for me but because I hold the stone I forfeited my wolf out of my own choice. I didn't choose to be the keeper it chose me. I wonder if given the choice would I have chosen. Maybe that's why it's done when people are babies. They don't have much say in the matter. I certainly had no say in how my life turned out. After my talk with Rain, I realized that

