Nicole’s POV
I had cried my eyes out already. I felt like my world had come to an end. I wasn’t even sure that I was thinking right anymore.
I had been sitting on my sofa staring at the aluminum phosphide tablet I was holding in my hand. I bought it from a chemical store I saw on my way back home. Like hell, I didn’t believe that I would ever think of killing myself. The world just didn’t seem like it was worth living in anymore. I don’t even know what was right or what was wrong anymore. Why can’t I just get what I want for once? Why would it have to always be me?
The more I looked at the smelling tablet of the aluminum phosphide I held in my hand the more I felt the need to swallow it in one plunge. And in case this one tablet wouldn’t be enough to kill me, I got like ten more table
