I cannot sleep!
I didn’t even try to sleep.
I didn’t want to sleep. All I wanted and could think about is how to find my dad because I am going crazy and it’s only a matter of time before I actually get crazy. My mind is going a mile a minute and my heart is numb, I cannot feel or do anything, everything around me is dense and I just cannot think straight. I need to find dad and I need to make sure he’s alright.
I have lived the majority of my years thinking that my father was dead, I had normalized that thought even though it was never something I liked but after I found him and had been with him for two years, I realized how much I was missing out on and how much my life needed that bright light he shines. My father is my forever guy and I need him in my life, I can’t lose him twice…
