My mind is completely consumed by the idea of reaching out to Richie and agreeing to work with him; the last time I checked, I promised myself to never be anywhere near him and if I’m gonna be there then it’s to bring hell to him. The fact that I am all flattered by his statements regarding the abduction really kills me and makes me want to do nothing but know exactly what he’s up to and learn everything he knows about the situation so I can use it to find Dad. Initially, I am all in and completely convinced that I’m going to work with Richie but now, so many doubts are creeping in. It's not about him- I don’t fear Richie for a second but I fear my mind and I fear my capabilities especially to disregard everything and cause him harm in the process.
I hate Richie from the core of my heart
