As I enter the peaceful cemetery, a deep feeling of emptiness envelops me. My heart beats faster with each step, and I can't help but gaze at every gravestone I pass by. These gravestones have become familiar to me, as I come here every week. Turning the corner, a mix of sorrow and love floods my heart as I gaze upon the gravestone before me. MAYA ELLEN SINCLAIR April 17th, 1974 - July 20th, 2013 Beloved daughter, sister, and friend. Loved by all. "I’m sorry I’m late," I say placing the flowers on the top of the marble headstone. "I got stuck in traffic." I continue and then take a moment of silence to honor her and gather my thoughts "I know you don’t like me being here and I know I shouldn't be here every week considering I’m the last person you ever want to meet but I just can’

