Chapter 10: Dancing with Ghosts
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POV: Julian
I was a man who needed control. I controlled the narrative for my clients. I controlled the temperature of my apartment to a precise 21 degrees. I controlled the exact acidity of my espresso.
But as the orchestra swelled into a slow, sweeping waltz, I realized I had absolutely no control over Ezra Cohen.
He stepped into my space, his hand sliding firmly to the small of my back.
"Relax, Julian," he murmured, his breath ghosting over my ear. "Your shoulders are up by your ears. You look like you're bracing for impact."
"I usually am," I muttered.
I tried to take the lead—it was instinct. I was the employer. I was the Fixer.
Ezra didn't let me.
His grip tightened on my waist, not painful, but unyielding. He guided me backward, seamlessly slotting his leg between mine, forcing me to follow his rhythm.
"Let go," Ezra whispered. "For once in your life, just let someone else drive."
I hesitated. Then, I exhaled. I let my weight settle against him.
We moved.
It wasn't just dancing. It was precision engineering. Ezra moved with a fluid, liquid grace that made the other couples on the floor look clumsy. He spun me, avoiding a collision with a drunk cartel boss, and pulled me back flush against his chest so smoothly I barely felt the transition.
"You dance like you learned at a royal court," I commented, looking up at him.
"Vienna," Ezra corrected, his grey eyes dancing with amusement behind the contacts. "Undercover operation. I had to seduce a diplomat to get the launch codes. He was a terrible dancer. Stepped on my toes for three hours."
"Did you get the codes?"
"Of course," Ezra smirked. "And his watch. And his dignity."
He spun me again, the room blurring into streaks of gold and black. When we came back together, his face was inches from mine. The humor faded from his expression, replaced by a quiet intensity.
"Thorne is watching us," Ezra noted softly, not breaking eye contact with me. "By the pillar. He looks like he’s swallowed a lemon."
"Let him watch," I said. And for the first time, I meant it. "You terrified him, Ezra. What did you say to him?"
"I just reminded him of his mortality," Ezra shrugged. "Men like him forget that they are just bags of blood held together by tension. Sometimes, they need a reminder of how easy it is to... pop."
I shivered. It should have repulsed me. Hearing my nanny talk about popping veins should have sent me running for the exit.
Instead, I tightened my hand on his shoulder.
"Who were you?" I asked. The question I wasn't supposed to ask. "Before the sweaters. Before the baking. Who were you, Ezra?"
Ezra didn't deflect this time. He slowed the dance, swaying us in a tight circle near the edge of the floor.
"I was a ghost," he whispered. "I didn't have a name. I didn't have a home. I was just a tool they pointed at problems. 'Go here. End this. Disappear.'"
He looked down at his hand resting on my waist—the hand with the lethal cufflink.
"I was very good at it. But ghosts get cold, Julian. After a while... you just want to be warm. You want to bake bread. You want to read bedtime stories. You want to feel something other than the recoil of a rifle."
He looked back up at me. His gaze was raw. Open.
"And then I found you. And Leo."
My heart hammered against my ribs.
"We're not exactly warm," I whispered. "We're a mess. I'm paranoid. Leo is mute. My life is a target range."
"No," Ezra shook his head slightly. "You're real. You're messy and loud and you drink too much coffee and you love that boy so much it terrifies you."
He leaned in, his forehead resting against mine. We stopped dancing, swaying gently in the middle of the crowded ballroom.
"You make me feel real, Julian," Ezra breathed. "For the first time in ten years, I'm not a ghost. I'm just... Ezra."
The confession hung between us, heavier than the humidity in the room.
I looked at him. I saw the scars I had bandaged. I saw the violence he held in check. I saw the man who had tied a hitman with a jump rope just to keep my kitchen clean.
"I don't want a ghost," I said, my voice rough with emotion. "I want you."
Ezra’s pupils blew wide.
"Careful, Mr. Vane," he warned, his voice dropping to a growl. "You're flirting with the help."
"I'm flirting with the man who saved my life," I corrected. "And my reputation. And my sanity."
I moved my hand from his shoulder to the back of his neck. I felt the short hairs there, the warmth of his skin.
"Take me home, Ezra," I whispered. "Please."
Ezra went still. The predator woke up behind his eyes.
"To the penthouse?" he asked.
"Home," I repeated. "With you."
Ezra nodded once. Sharp. Decisive.
"Protocol Delta," he murmured. "Extraction immediately."
He took my hand. He didn't lead me to the edge of the room. He cut a path through the crowd, his presence so commanding that people instinctively moved out of his way like water parting for a stone.
We walked out of the ballroom, leaving the music, the enemies, and the pretension behind.
As we stepped into the cool night air and waited for the valet to bring the car, Ezra didn't let go of my hand. He stood close, his shoulder pressing against mine, a solid wall of velvet and violence.
I knew, logically, that bringing him back to my bed was a terrible idea. He was dangerous. He was broken. He was technically my employee.
But as he opened the car door for me, checking the backseat for intruders with a single, practiced glance, I knew I didn't care.
The Wolf was coming home. And I was leaving the door unlocked.
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