Stirring awake i try not to move, hoping my head won't spin if i don't.
With in a few seconds my stomach churns and i follow the same routine.
As i look up from my toilet i remember Williams taking my favourite things. i quickly look around at my books making my head spin worse, i gag once more.
I close my eyes waiting for it to pass before opening them to look for my books... Their all gone.
I flick my eyes over to my wall but my pictures gone too.
Tears start to fall as a sob leaves my lips.
"No" i whimper.
I look around my room panicking, i check my bed, under my bed, in my draws but their gone.
Williams really did take them.
My chest starts to hurt as more tears fall from my eyes.
I bang on the door calling for Williams
"Sorry Cassie be good!"
I shout over and over but no one comes.
I sit with my back to the door and pull my knees up to my chest still whimpering.
"Stupid males!!"
I sob again laying down.
"Cassie be good"
I don't know how long i laid there before i fell asleep.
There's nothing left to do but sleep.
"Cassie up! time for your health check, move away from the door!"
"NO" i hiss at them.
"Cassie come on, move away from the door" Williams demands.
"Give picture back Cassie!"
"No, you needed to be punished for not taking orders, now if you don't want to live off slurry for a week i suggest you move!"
I growl.
Why are they being so mean?
I don't want to mate anymore!
I sigh and get up before heading to my bed, at least this way i'll get a soft landing i think as a dart hits my arm.
I hear voices but my eyes won't open, it's almost like they're stuck.
"Is she ovulating yet? the tests yesterday said shes getting close, if we don't get her to mate soon we'll totally miss this chance"
Is that Williams?
A female speaks that i haven't heard before.
"Not yet but the blood work shows she's close, is it necessary to put her under? The tests are showing the drugs are doing damage to her kidneys. they are not meant to be used this much they're for emergencies only!"
"Unless you want your throat ripped out like the last three doctors then yes, there's a reason she's one of our top experiments"
I hear the female sigh.
I try to move but i can't, my head feels fuzzy.
"Just get her pregnant then hopefully we can train the baby to be more submissive" William says
Do they want my baby? I thought it was for me?
"what about artificial insemination? that way none of them are at risk"
Williams sighs "I thought you had caught up with the files? we've tried for months but it doesn't take, as soon as the sperm is out of the males body it dies! We have to do it this way, we just need one she accepts"
Whats sperm?
I try again to move and i finally feel my fingers jult.
My eyes flick open but the lights are too bright making me growl.
"s**t" i hear William say
I open my eyes again and squint at the light, then my eyes come into contact with the woman, shes the one that tried to save Mason!
The doctor!
I look around again panicking, are they going to do more tests? hurt Cassie again?
I whimper as i roll off the bed making everyone run away.
The alarm starts making my ears ring.
I cover my face as the room spins making me gag until i'm sick over the floor.
I looked up at the doctor. she looks scared and is holding her hands in front of her.
I try to make myself small so no one notices me but two guards with sleepy guns come running in.
I feel so sick i just want to curl up, my sides hurt as i cough trying to stop anymore sick.
"No, no, Cassie good"
I shake my head at the guards pointing the guns at me.
The doctor steps in front of them facing me with her hands still out.
"Yes Cassie good, Cassie good" She says.
I take a deep breath as the room stills.
"Yes Cassie good" i repeat
She smiles at me and i tilt my head at her.
"Its okay Cassie, do you want to go back to your room?"
I whimper as i nod my head.
"Okay good girl. we're done here will you go calmly with the guards?"
I just nod again
The guards keep their guns on me as i stand up slowly not giving them any reason to shoot.
I put my hands behind my back and turn around without them asking hoping if i'm good i'll get my things back.
My hands are tied before i'm ordered to start moving back to my room.
"Good girl Cassie" Williams says as we walk down the white halls.
I keep my eyes to the floor still feeling sick as we pass the banging door.
I walk straight past and go into my room.
With my hands unbound i head straight into bed hoping my sides will stop hurting but they don't.
I lay there shaking in the quiet room, i keep going hot and cold until i finally fall asleep.
"Cassie food" someone bangs on my door.
I open my eyes and look towards the slot.
I slowly get up with my sides still hurting i whimper at the pain.
"Whats wrong Cassie?" the guard asks's
"Cassie hurt" I point to my sides and the guard nods.
"Okay i'll let the doctor know, but come eat your dinner it'll help"
I walk over and get my plate before returning to my bed, i sit down and eat the chicken before covering myself back over as the shivering starts again.
I hear shouting in the hall but i'm in too much pain to move.
The slot opens up again but this time its the doctor.
"Cassie how are you feeling?"
"Hurt" i whimper
"Okay i need you to listen to me, can you come over and put your hands through the slot?"
I whimper again as i try to get up but i fall onto the floor.
"Cassie, if i come in to help will you be good? i want to try and make the pain stop"
"Yes Cassie good" i whisper.
I hear hushed voices before my door opens.
Footsteps approach me, as i turn my head i can see its the doctor moving slowly
"Okay Cassie where does it hurt?" she says softly
I point to my sides again.
"Okay i'm going to need to feel your sides but it might hurt if your kidneys are swollen but that's what i need to check, is that okay Cassie?"
I whimper "No hurt"
"Cassie i think it's the drugs they've been using to put you to sleep that's hurt you, they can't do that again so i can check while you're awake, i need you to be strong for me or I can't stop the pain, do you understand?"
I whimper "Make pain stop" i nod my head and move my hands up to my beds metal frame.
"Hands"
She moves next to me and ties my hands to the bed so I can't lash out at her with the pain.
"Good girl i'll try and be careful just let me know what hurts okay"
I nod.
I feel her hands push up my night top and gently check around my back I jolt and whimper as she pushes in just below my ribs.
"Okay Cassie i need you to be brave. can we go to my clinic?"
I shake my head "No clinic bad"
"Cassie i need my medicine and machines to check your kidneys and make you better, i promise i'll talk to you every step of the way so you know what i'm doing okay?"
"Cassie you need to do as your told" Williams voice comes from the door
"Okay" i whimper
Everything hurts and i cant stop shaking.
I close my eyes as the doctor frees my hands
"Okay Cassie they've brought a wheelchair i need you to get into"
"Look at me Cassie"
I open my eyes and see the doctor kneeling beside me.
"Good girl come on, i need you in this seat."
I try to sit up but it hurts, i sob at the pain but the doctor holds my arm and helps me up.
No one dares touch me normally, but she doesn't seem scared.
I manage to sit in the chair and the Doctor quickly wheels me round to the clinic.
Even the smell of it in here makes me feel sick, it just stinks of cleaning things. and medicine as the doctor calls it.