It’s been a year since Jamie proposed to me. He left me on Christmas Eve. It wasn’t as bad as usual though. I think I’m getting used to it now. I still hate that he has to go but it’s his job. I’m always going to be worrying about him, but I would do that even if he was here with me. He was only gone for three months. But little did he know, I did a lot for the wedding while he was away.
We spoke a lot about the wedding when he got time to video call me. We’ve decided to have the wedding abroad. We only want our parents, siblings, Nathan, Zoe, Ben, Gemma and George there. We don’t want a big wedding. Just a small one with the people that mean the most to us.
Gemma has been such a great maid of honour for me. She’s come dress shopping with me and we have found the most gorgeous gown I hav
