Me and Him

Pilot

From my childhood, I have never thought of being attracted to people who are older than me, I

was one of those girls who wanted someone younger than me. I don’t know if this was because I

was the last born and there were always people who are bigger than me or the fact that I hanged

around older people so much that I liked being with younger people more. Maybe I wanted to be

closer to people I can control. Anyway, my resolution from childhood was that even when I marry

later in the future, it was going to be a man who is younger than me. Because of this perception, I

found it hard at first when I thought that I was into this lecturer of ours who was taking us a certain

unit at school. Being as I was, I first ignored this fact and disconcerted it as a mere mismatch of

the heart, you know it happens. Also, I was from a break up with my boyfriend so I had all the

reasons not to disregard this possibility. However, it turns out that the more I ignored this feeling

the more it created a longing to see this certain lecturer. Within no time, I could not miss any of

his lectures and wanted him to look at me every time as he was teaching. It became a habit, within

no time, I would wear hot and sexy just to be noticed. This was a desperate and stupid move, I

know, and even for me, I couldn’t believe the occurrences. Well, after like three weeks of my

attention seeking, it became absolute that I was not just insane, I was actually crushing for him.

Me? A lecturer? In my class? oh gosh! Sometimes I would look at my image in the mirror and

completely see someone else, staring back at me. A person going against each and every belief

that I stood for and wasn’t afraid of the change. As we neared the fourth week, I think he noticed

me, and my desperate urge for attention, I can't forget that day, it was on a Wednesday and some

of the students were not in class, so I went and sat in front. While I had been seeking his attention

for the past month, this was actually the first time that I was sitting in front, I am basically a

backbencher, so this became quite uncomfortable for the first few minutes, then I got the hold of

things. I realized that he had also been charmed and was actually taking his time to look at me for

sometime when explaining a concept during the lecture. Maybe he was not, I can’t actually tell.

Don’t ask me what he was talking about, I swear I don’t know, I just remember his lips, as he tried

to explain something and the color of his deep eyes as I was trying to keep eye contact with him

to show how attentive I was. I decided to increase my stakes, I cleared my throat softly in a cough,

but it didn’t go as loud, I heard my voice echo through the silent lecture room. He caught a glare

of me from his side then he paused and continued. Sensing how I had drawn his attention to me, I

made up some room between me and the desk I was sitting on, then, as if not knowing what was

going on, slowly opened a portion of my thighs. An old move I know, but it worked like a charm,

it's amazing how men are still caught by a form of trick as old as it looked, go try it, you’ll see. I

was wearing a tiny tight black mini and a Cyran blouse that exposed my burst out. Although just

a portion was showing, I didn’t want to use my burst this day, I wanted more than that, he could

use the burst some other day. It took him a couple of minutes to realize that I was actually showing

some chop chop actions. I think he lost his mind when he looked my way because from deep down

his eyes, I felt him go cold, then he pulled himself together and continued with the lecture. He

would take a small gaze at me once in a while then look to the other side.