Late Night
384 Words
They say the best time to be awake is in the middle of the night when people are asleep and being alone with my thoughts is the easiest thing to do. The real reason I like being awake at night isn't because of my thoughts but it's the people i meet or talk to that are up at the same exact time. People who are up just as late as me tend to have the same thoughts as me and that's the best thing. Alice in wonderland said it and I one hundred percent agree that all the best people are crazy.
That idea makes my whole perspective in my opinion mean more to me than most material things.
Late at night being unbothered and making my friends can be my whole social key in my opinion. I don't have to look pretty, all I have to do is send a photo and type. I think that's my strong suit, there's no solid tone. They can't judge me because they make me in their head, whilst I stay the same in every chat.
It is the best part of being me i suppose, one guy said once that he likes things that are giggly that made me laugh the most. At school, guys find me unattractive or well, the ones I like, but online. They think I'm so cute, like a precious rare jewel a geologist finds. I swear it baffles me on how much love or what i confuse as love i get online, for a moment it feels my emptiness on some level.
The best part of being up late isn't the people but it's looking at the sunrise yet, and when you see it, that can be the most beautiful thing in the world. The feeling of freshness it brings me is out of this world.
It's past 12:30 and I'm just scrolling through t****k mostly waiting for sleep to take me into its arms. Nothing yet but it's going to happen, my TV plays in the background but I don't pay attention because it's a show I've seen over and over again. I put Big Mouth on Netflix because it's something I can easily fall asleep to.
The only thing about night is I'm alone, and being alone is scary.
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