There was another commotion from beside me, but once again the energy to do anything about it escaped me. “Let me see her! Edna it’s me! Please, please be okay! I’m sorry! Edna!” The desperate wail stood out even as the paramedic was telling my not to close my eyes. Just one minute I told myself that is as long as I’d rest my eyes for and so I did, I closed my eyes like the paramedic told me not, I was obviously not one to follow rules this whole day was evidence of that. I opened my eyes one minute later like I told myself I would but nothing was the way I had left it when I closed my eyes. I was not racing my car, I had not won the race, had I even begun the race. The accident must have been a dream and that annoying sound was my alarm waking me up. I reached over to turn off the alarm

