“Ferdi!” I shouted his name keeping pace with them, “You can’t be here, not with her.” He paused and turned to me, “Why not?” He challenged as I heard Carl call for me from across the track and I glance at him before turning back to Ferdi, feeling the anger bubbling inside me. “You know why.” I told him in my most serious voice and staring at him as if challenging him to keep moving. “If I lose control because of you, people could get hurt.” “If you’re so worried about getting hurt don’t race then.” He concluded. I was about to run at him and shout profanities at him but Carl ran up and held my hands behind my back. “It’s not just about me you’re endangering everyone in the races lives, you pathetic excuse of a man!” I shouted as Carl struggled to keep me under control, I was vaguely a

