Never ever

10. Pillow talk

After all that excitement we decide to call it a night. We divide the group in two caps, me going with Noah, Tyler and Alison. As Jesse, Lana, Cliff and Samara take the other one heading off in a different direction. As we are driving towards Tyler and Allison’s place, who live together not far from where Noah lives, Tyler turns to me.

“Could you have really knocked her out?” he asked curious, like he had been thinking about what I had said the entire time. 

“Off course, these are dangerous” I tell him semi joking, showing him my fists.

“Careful there mate, she could probably knock you out as well” Noah says as I remember him watching me when I trained outside of Rachel’s house once. Tyler just watches them in awe when luckily we pull up at their apartment. As the door closes we start to laugh and Allison is helping him inside as he wobbles.

“He’s so drunk” Noah says when we start driving away from the display of drunkenness.

I settle in against his side and he puts his arm around me. I’m very comfortable just sitting here with him but I can’t help but get a little more nervous when I start recognizing my surroundings. He leads me towards his apartment only letting go of my hand to unlock the door. 

“Welcome” he says as I walk in, It’s very plain with not much colar. There is on the other hand a big television hangen on the wall, a typical guy’s apartment. 

“Can I borrow a shirt to sleep in” I ask thinking I have nothing with me.

“Sure” he says and pulls me towards his bedroom, “Do you need help with you costume?” 

“If you want to undress me you just have to ask” I tell him giving him an encouraging smile. 

His hands are all over me the next second, carefully unhooking every part. It takes him some time but there i’m standing in only a lingerie set in the middle of his bedroom. He had stepped back to give him a better look and quickly pulles of his jersey.

“He, and what if I wanted to do that?” I ask him and he just sheepishly smiled.

“To late” she says grinning and wraps his arms around me, setting my skin on fire where he is touching it. His lips find mine, pushing hard on them as his tong enters my mouth. 

Suddenly we are falling making me let out a little scream as we land on his bed, me on top.

“I thought you wanted to be on top?” he says laughing getting me back for the teasing earlier.

“Be careful of what you wish” I say, grabbing his hands and pulling them up, holding them above his head. He submits to my pressure even though he could easily push me away. He is just grinning at me as I start kissing him, first on his lips than slowly going down to his neck and even further down letting go of his hands. Just as I’m about to get below his belly button I ran my finger ever so softly across his site, hoping he is ticklish. He yells out, I can feel a shiver running through his body, not expecting it made him feel it even more. I can’t stop laughing about his reaction my body shaking on top of his. He sits up, lifting me a little further down and feeling his hardened lit between my legs shuts me up. Desire flaring in his eyes.   

“I want you so badly” he says his voice rough as I feel his breach against my skin before kissing my neck. This time it’s my turn to submit to his touch, leaning back my head to give him room. 

“Then take me” I mutter ever so softly between moans of pleasure.  

-

I have some trouble waking up the next morning. My eyes still closed I start moving around, my hand suddenly stroking something hard. I quickly pull it back and my eyes jump open remembering I’m not at home. Noah Is still sleeping with the corners of his mouth turned to a soft smile. I just lay there looking at him, going over the advents from last night. The fun and crazy fight from the party and the very enjoyable bedroom activities. They make me blush rethinking them. Noah is a great lover but we are not yet fully intune with each other. I’m looking forward to getting to know him better I thought grinning. 

Slowly not wanting to wake Noah I sneak out of the bed needing to use the bathroom. As I look at myself in the mirror i'm contain plaiting if I shout do more than just some water in my face or did that seem to vain. Just as i’m searching for a brust I hear Noah softly moan in the bedroom. He’s waking up. Quickly running my hands through my hair and drying my face I move back. Noah is sitting straight up, looking around confused.

“Looking for someone?” I say leaning casually against his door frame.

“Get in here” He just says lifting the covers and I jump back in crawling next to his side. He’s only wearing boxers and I can feel the heat coming from his almost naked body. He lays on his side, his hand holding his head up as he is looking at me. Softly my hand is going over his torso, trying hard not to tickle him this time when I realize he is purposely positioning his hips back. 

“Good morning, how did you sleep?” I ask him ever so sweetly, not wanting to say anything about his tent or the fact I could go for some morning exercise. 

“Perfectly, how about you? he said and his other hand strokes a strand of hair out of my face. I considered teasing him about his snoring for a minute, which he didn’t do by the way but choose against it. 

“Good” I say, this was getting a little awkward. So I decide to change the conversation, “Do you think the gang likes me?” There flashed something through his eyes but it was to fast for me to get what before they return to his usual warm look towards me. 

“You fit in perfectly” He says not really answering my question and I guess he sees it in my eyes as he turns away from me and picks up his phone. “See for yourself” he says giving me his phone opened to a group text. About a hour a go, Samara, Jesse, Allison and Clifford had started texting about last night and about me. It was all positive, how I’m just what Noah needs and again that we are looking so cute together. Allison was impressed by my patience with Hillary as Samara discripes in detail how it would have turned out if that rage had been turned on to her. Cliff however is hoping for a real rematch, with me actually knocking Hillary out, as he missed most of it. As a reflex I hit the return button and I see there are also texted from Hillary herself. I’m frozen for a minute but then decides Noah can’t be blamed and give his phone back before getting tempting to read what she had said. 

“You also have some other text” I say softly to him.

“I saw, I can block her if you want” he says clearly uncomfortable with the situation. I consider what he is offering to me, I must admit even thought i’m the one laying in his bed right now I’m jealous of the attention she still gets from him. That’s what you get from dating a good guy, he’s not only good to you. I sigh, I don’t know what to do? There is fear in his eyes, not for me perse but for what I might say. One crazy girl in his life was enough.

“Why don’t you tell me what you are thinking because the silence is getting to me” he finally says placing his hand on my yaw and making me look directly at him. 

“Well, as you can probably imagine I don't like the girl, “ I started saying and as he looks at me so patiently everything starts bursting out. “And even though I know you don’t want to be with her anymore I still get jealous. I’m also worried that I’m the one getting hurt in the end, if you change your mind. Or even worse when we are in a fight and you go towards her for comfort and she will see you coming, I swear on that. I can tell you right here, right now. We were on a break, isn’t going to fly with me. Then there is to consider her site, by not ignoring her aren’t you just giving the poor girl hope. She truly believed, maybe even still, that you two were getting back together again. And last but not least I don’t like to be the crazy jealous girlfriend because that is what I can become when you are giving her attention and not me. I know you are a nice guy and you don’t want to be mean to anyone. I don’t want to change that but It’s hard on me when you are being a good guy with her.” I slam my hand for my mouth before I can ramble on some more and chase him away but he’s smiling at me nodding in agreement. 

“I hate this situation i’m putting us in” he says then and my heart breaks for him. I kiss him softly. No matter if they are good or bad, guys always bring trouble. 

“Why don’t we agree upon a compromise for now, you can talk to her but don’t be secretive about it. Not that I need to know everything but just don’t hide anything when it comes to her” I say sighing, secretly impressed by my own mature thinking. He agrees to this arrangement and turns away from me with his phone on again making me growl at him.

“And maybe don’t do it when having me half naked in your bed” I tell him irritated. He looks at me sheepishly rethinking what he was about to do an quickly put his phone away. 

“Can you be totally naked in my bed” he asked with a insecurity he hadn’t shown before. I nodded and pull off his shirt exposing my breasts and throwing them on top of his head. Quickly before he can take them of I discard of my panties and wait for him to see.

“Tada” I say holding back my laughter unsuccessfully. He takes his time to look me over, I can almost feel his gaze tracing a hot line over my figure. 

“Come here you beautiful creature” He says smiling, pulling me in his embrace. His full body against my naked body this time. His hips trusted against mine, he is still hard or maybe again. 

I smile at this before kissing him and completely giving myself over to his touch.

-

I’m still lying in his bed, physically satisfied, as I watch Noah getting dressed. He’s about to walk over to Rachels to get my closes, the ones I had left there yesterday. I already texted her if he could come get them for me. Of course it wasn’t any trouble but she couldn’t help herself calling me a minx. If being a minx felt this good, I will be one more often I thought.

“I’ll be back I a couple of minutes and why don’t we get some breakfast after that,” He said pulling me out of daydreaming, “Or maybe lunch.” He laughed at that. It scared me on the other hand, quickly looking at the clock in panic. I had to work this afternoon but I still had time I thought relieved. Noah had already left and had luckily missed my panicked move across his bed. On the other hand he probably wouldn’t have mind seeing I was stil butt naked. Thinking I would already start freshen up, I put my panties and bra back on and went looking for a hair brush. This time I did find it and began untangling my hair from our second naked wrestling match. 

I hear Noah come back home and yell that I’m in the bathroom. 

“Uhm, good morning” a smooth voice says an moment later and I quickly realized it was not Noah standing there.