40. Dream state
**Maya** I’m still screaming on top of my lungs when I realize i’m no longer in the water. I’m at the lakehouse but it can’t be, it looks to good. The last time I was there it looked rundown and needed a lot of love. Somehow I can’t be bothered to worry about it and enter. I’m feeling hollow and think maybe some food will do me some good but there is nothing inside. There isn’t even any water coming out of the faucet. With a sigh I step out looking over that dreaded lake. This is where I drowned the first time I think as it suddenly feels like i’m being pulled under again making me gasping for air. I shake my head to get the thoughts out of my head and walk over to the lawn chair that is standing there. The sun is setting and I love to look at the colors that dance across the sky. As I si
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