**Jason** I just had to do it I say so myself but I knew I was in the wrong. Yes I promised but that wasn’t my only reason. The whole weekend I saw them together and every time things heated up she froze and he backed off. Understandably but I believed with my whole heart, my whole being, that by being so nice to her would only prolong the problem. She would stay in this stage and she would never be comfortable with a guy touching her. And I had been right, the moment we got past the freezing part she fully committed and i’m sure she found it pleasurable. Noah even let it happen and had stop resisting at that moment. Or maybe I was just so focused that I didn’t notice him anymore. And then she said my name, She actually had said my name. I don’t think I ever heard anything more beautiful

