Alex: I was restless all night, trying to get some sleep but failed. “Failure! Failure! Failure!” The thought is all over my mind on repeat. Migs was a gentleman, offering for Claudia and me to sleep in the bed while he slept on the bench near my window. He could barely fit on the bench but he insisted. I gave him pillows and linens so the bugs won’t bite him. I just stared into the ceiling thinking about what is happening to Meredith. Did they feed her? Is she sleeping in a comfortable bed? Did they harm her? All the nasty things that I could think came rushing to my mind and I could not relax. Mama and Papa checked at us earlier to see if I am ok. They gave me an assuring smile that I will pull thru this. I believe them. I know they fully trust me to save my little sister. I will no

