Big Time Songwriter

Big Time Girlfriends

I'm sitting in the studio with the guys listening to them sing a really depressing song. That was until Carlos jumped in singing all happy.

"Cut!! Why are you singing so happy?"

"Huh because I'm happy."

"Carlos just try and remove the first time a girl broke your heart."

"Yeah In order for that to happen he'd have to be the one getting dumped and dumping her. Because haha he broke Bella on our first day here!"

"Yeah I get that and I'm still not happy about that."

"Die!"

After Carlos said that both him and James got into a fight while Kendall and Logan ran out of the booth. So I walked over to the sound and pressed the new 'stop fight button' and the boys immediately covered their ears.

"New stop fight button works."

"I'll make some changes to the breakup song, and I'll record you all later, separately. Until then."

I hit the eject button and the boys got pushed out of the booth and Gustavo have me a fist bump.

"New eject button works too."

We all walked back to the Palm Woods and James got the both of us pink smoothies.

Camille was sitting on Logan's lap and I was sitting on James' lap while we sat outside helping Carlos look for a girlfriend.

"Okay what about her?"

"Marcy? She has anger issues."

"What about her?"

"That's a palm tree."

"Carlos I hate to break it to you but love is not going to show up with a corndog in on hand a hockey stick in the other and throw its

self at you."

I tried to get up to go to the bathroom but James pulled me back down to his lap.

"Don't get up."

"Why?"

"Just don't."

I just put my head in the crook of his neck and could help but laugh at the situation.

"Bella what's so funny?"

"Don't worry about it Logan, she'll be fine in a few minutes."

"Why are you going to take her back your apartment and do things with her."

"Logan what they do when they are alone shouldn't bother you, it's completely natural, but hey I could be wrong and they just go and watch movies together. After all they just put a tv in their bedroom. But other than that wanna help run lines for my audition."

"He can't, he's going to do something that's boring and related to science, but in the next three seconds he's going to ask if you want to go with him."

"Hey I have an idea why don't you and James go up stairs and do whatever it is that you two do together."

We didn't have to be told twice James quickly got up threw me over his shoulder and ran up to our shared apartment once we were inside he shut the door and quickly made his way to our bedroom.

*Smut Warning*

He put me down on the bed took off his shirt and shoes then crawled onto the bed with me. Lucky for him I chose to wear a dress today with cowboy boots.

He took off my boots and ran his hand up my leg. And I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips.

"Don't hold back baby, you know how much I love it when you crumble until my touch."

"James just touch me already."

His hand went to my area and he smirked.

"Hmm, so wet for me baby."

I couldn't take it anymore so I flipped us over so I was on top of him. I very slowly unzipped my dress and then lifted it over my head revealing the matching bra and underwear I have on.

"Hmmm, I like red on you, but I would like it whole lot better if it was on the floor."

I didn't say anything I just leaned down and kissed him hard and rough on the lips. He couldn't help but let a small groan escape his lips.

His hand snaked around my back and undid the clasp on my red lacy bra letting it fall off my shoulders and onto the floor. His hands found their way to my boobs. I let out another moan.

"James baby, stop teasing me."

He flipped us over so he was on top. My hands went to his belt, I fumbled with it for a few moments but I eventually got his belt undone. I undid the button on his pants and pushed them down his legs.

"James please."

"Please what baby, what do you want."

"You know exactly what I want."

He didn't have to be told twice he took my underwear off and threw them to the floor. He pushed two fingers in me and got to work.

But we were interrupted by James phone going off. He looked pissed but picked up his phone and answered it.

"What...get Kendall I'm busy...that is none of your business...no it can't wait... I will not be your sock puppet for whatever you are doing...you better not hurt Carlos...the studio can wait Gustavo...no I'm not telling you what I'm doing...because Bella will not be very happy with me...I care...look I gotta go she's giving me a death glare right now"

James tossed his phone to the side and before I could say anything he attached his lips to mine.

"James I'm close."

"Let go baby."

That was all I needed for a release that I didn't know I needed. But I was so intense that I was shacking.

"Hey, baby, look at me. You're okay, I know that one was intense for you. So what we're gonna do is take a break, head over to the studio, Gustavo needs us anyway. And then when we get back we'll pick this up okay."

I didn't say anything I just sat there and looked at my hands.

"Hey. What's wrong?"

I just sat there quiet not wanting to say anything.

"Baby I can't help if you don't talk to me."

I wanted to say something but the words just didn't leave my mouth.

"Baby did I do something wrong?"

I just shook my head No and continued to look at my hands not knowing what to say.

"Baby I'm worried, what's wrong."

How do I tell him I feel bad that he did get off.

"Baby, talk to me, what's running through your head. Well if you can't talk to me then at least get dressed."

He handed me my clothes and I got dressed, put my shoes back on and grabbed James' hand and walked out the door and too to the studio.

"So I decided to switch the breakup up song for the boyfriend song."

"Kelly, can you talk to Bella she won't talk and I'm a little concerned."

"Don't start just sing."

The boys started singing and Kelly came over to me and sat down on the couch.

"So what's wrong?"

"Nothing I just feel bad."

"Feel bad about what?"

"James and I were in the middle of you know and then the first you know was intense for me and I was shaking a little. And James said that we take a break come here and then when we got back we pick up where we left off on you know. And I just feel bad because he didn't you know. I know this is probably stupid but I can't help it I just feel bad about it."

"Okay first off what you and James are doing is perfectly natural so you don't need to feel weird having this conversation with me, I had done it multiple times when I was around your age, so this is nothing new to me. Second was he mad when he didn't you know?"

"He didn't seem mad about it. But he was mad when Gustavo called cause we were in the middle of you know."

"Okay so if he wasn't mad then you have nothing to worry about. Just go talk to him, tell him how you feel, I'm sure he'll understand."

"Look Bella as a guy I can tell you that he may be a little frustrated that he didn't but he definitely won't be mad about it ether. So just talk to him, he'll understand."

"See even Gustavo is telling you that you have nothing to worry about. But I get it it's perfectly normal how you're feeling right now, I've felt this way many times myself when I was your age."

"Look Bella what you're feeling is normal, and yeah it may be weird having to talk to him about that, but you gotta talk to him so he knows how you're feeling. I mean he can't really do much if you don't talk to him. And oh look they're finished singing go talk to him. Don't make me get Kelly to push you in there because if I do that then I will lock you in there until you do talk to him and i promise the sound will be cut off from our end so we can't hear a thing that you're saying. Now go. James you stay in there the rest of you get out."

I didn't get up off the couch so Kelly picked me up and threw me in there.

"Talk to him Bella."

Kelly shut the door and Gustavo locked it from both ends of it so I couldn't get out.

"Okay, it's been killing me since we got here what's got you so down? I know you told Kelly. So what is it?"

"I just feel bad."

"Feel bad about what?"

"That you didn't you know."

"Bella look at me, I'm not mad about that okay. I mean yeah I wish Gustavo didn't call when we were in the middle of you know, but I'm not mad that I didn't you know, I'm more concerned about you when you get a really intense one Bella. Look how about this when we get back home I promise we can fix the fact that I didn't you know if it'll help okay."

I just hugged him and he hugged me back. He kissed the top of my head and rubbed my back to let me know that everything was okay.