DOING ALL IT TAKES!
BRODY'S POV
When I cried there was a rawness to it, like the pain was still an open wound. I would clasp into anything for support. My entire body was shaking.
The sobs were stifled at first as I attempted to hold back what I was feeling but I was overcome by my wave of emotions and I broke down entirely. I wished that the pain would wash away in the salty tears.
I was suffering a lot.
Despite the pain that I was feeling, I had to move on. I couldn't afford to look weak in public. I needed to be the strong boss that they knew before.
I paced around my room trying to figure out what the heck was wrong with me. When I was unable to think straight, I rushed to the kitchen and came back with a small knife.
I couldn't believe that I was capable of self harm till this
