THE PREPARATION! RYAN’S POV It has really been hell for me ever since I left Brody’s place. I was used to him giving me attention but once he come back to the office, he barely asked for me. I was stuck in the tea room watching all the tea making tutorials. As if it was going to take my loneliness away. I tried going in to give him tea but he never even looked up from the pile of papers he was reading. It was as if I did not exist anymore. This hurt my ego so much since I was in love with him. Despite everything that he had done or how he was treating me at the moment, I still had so much love for him. By the third day, I was drowning in loneliness and stress since the situation had not changed. I dropped dressing for him and started dressing on black clothing. This is what I normally

