Her Deepest Secrets

Love So Scorned

f**k! Here we go again, fell for someone who wasn’t meant for me and got hurt again, and this time I’m letting it show. It’s a shame how everything started so sweet, so innocent, then in a moment… it all starts coming down. It’s a shame how I keep doing this to myself and this time I cut myself wide open. If love is supposed to hurt like this, then I don’t want it. If love is supposed to be this painful, then I don’t need it. I’m better off alone! I’m so tired, tired of hearing the same damn thing over and over again. I’m so tired, tired of giving my all, and it all goes up in flames. Oh my god, I should have listened to that voice of reason when she said“ damn girl, your head is up in the clouds while you’re rushing to cry your heart out. Why are you always blinded by the trap of love?” f**k, If love is supposed to hurt like this, then I don’t want it. If love is supposed to be this painful, then I don’t need it. I’m better off alone! How does anybody heal when they keep seeing the same type of love that’s going to turn blue and gray over and over again? You think I’ve learned my lesson now. It keeps on breaking the only thing I love about myself. So I put my heart up on the highest shelf because if love is supposed to hurt like that, then I don’t want it. If love is supposed to be this painful, I don’t need it. I’m better off alone!