Her Deepest Secrets

Mr. Right

Mhmmm hey dear Mr. Right, if falling for Cupid's trap makes me a fool, then falling for you is a blissful sin. Loving you got me putting down the armor, laying my sword to rest for once in my life to wear the crown you need me to be. So safely addicted, some kind of healthy obsession. Oh damn honey, the way you say my name as me weak under the pressure. How you touch me so sweetly, got me on my knees begging for more. If this is what forever feels like, then take me away. That's what I want anyway. Truly, I have never felt anything like this before, so please let me carry it gently. I'm so afraid of dropping it. What if I hurt you?

Dear Mr. Right, you took one look at me and accepted all of my darkness while you helped let the light shine through darling. I'm so sorry if I'm hard to understand. I'm still learning how to put the walls down, so thank you for your patience and choosing to love me anyway. You're the safe heaven I didn't know I needed, teaching me a better way of loving things in a whole new light. Giving and receiving knowledge in ways I had never expected, a picture of hope forming in my mind. Is this true love? Because I'm loving how it tastes. With you, it's sweet. f**k! You're the scent of fresh lilacs in the morning, an orchid in a field of roses. So rare, so true. Do you know how in love I am with you?

Oh, dear Mr. Right, I know I don't make things easy. I make them complicated and confusing by overthinking and bottling up to the top. For that I blame myself, so thank you for understanding that I'm trying. I've spent ninety percent of my time playing survival mode to FINALLY feel free and safe. I'm so out of my element, it's so peaceful- I'm crying and letting the walls down. I'm sorry they were so high. Yeah, I know I'm so damn lucky to be doing life with you because I never knew this was ever possible, and you've shown me so much. If love is supposed to feel like this, then I've found my heaven, my peace, my forever home. All I can hope for is that you feel the same as me.

Thank you for choosing to love me.