Dear Dairy
So it's been a few days since my last entry. So maybe you need a chat. We are safe in Lisbon. We have a housekeeper and a gardener. I’ve done little exploring. tomorrow I'm going exploring with guys next door and Jack. So we had a barbeque next door, and I met a guy Santos well, though I don't know him well I feel strange when talking about him or to him. Maybe I just find him attractive. Well, we will find out soon, but for now until next time, good night
I woke up just in time this morning, so I jumped in the shower. Since we decided we are going swimming I decided to wear a bikini, shorts and sandals. My hair is behind my shoulder. outside my door Jack is screaming at me:" Fia, you need to hurry up we al are waiting." What does he mean by we all are waiting? Are the guys outside my door as well? Finally, i decided to go out, to my surprise Santos was standing there alone. “Bom dia, Fia." Santos said in a very soft voice. I did not understand what he said, so I just said the same with a smile. We made our way down the stairs in a bit of a hurry because we couldn’t let the rest wait anymore.
"So where are we going first? I asked Remi since he was the mastermind. " We'll need to get an Uber first because we are going to the Belem Tower." Remi replied. "No, not a tour that is boring." Jack and Carlos said together. "There is not just a tour. There's a very nice beach close by." Remi include." You guys are really no into history." Santos said. While they all decided to keep on fighting about the plans, I walked away. Soon I was joined by Santos I can feel him watching my every move. I don't understand why he is keeping such a close eye on me, but yet it's nice to know someone is watching out for me. We got in an Uber, and we were on our way to Belem Tower. Luckily, our Uber was big, so we didn't need to sit on each other’s laps. Once at the tower me and Santos decided to join a tour. The rest ran down to the beach. After the tour, I asked Santos:" So are you studying at all?" "Yes, Fia, I study Economics." I wouldn’t have known that is what he was standing. He doesn’t seem like an Eco student. "And are you studying?" he asked. " No, not at all, I'm being ''trained" into taking over the family empire, but I can't say what the empire is about." Our conversation continued till Remi, Carlos, Alexio, and Jack joined us again.
We told another Uber to Alge's beach where we enjoyed the rest of our day. I decided to go swimming." So you do swim!" remi exclaimed. "Yes, i do swim. Did you guys think I can't?" 'we'll to be honest, yes because you looked scared of the pool last night." Carlos said I splashed Carlos with water. Alexio pushed him under the water, and we all laughed and enjoyed our day so much. The last time I had so much fun was with my best friend Miles, a week before we moved. It almost feels like a month ago. It was around five o'clock when we decided to go back home, but that was not the end of a wonderful day. Carlos, Jack, and Alexio made plans to play games. Remi and I wanted to go pub crawling, and Santos said he is coming with. “It would be nice to get out and see Lisbon at night, and besides, I don't want to sit here with the kids." Santos said, laughing so hard." We are not kids, Santos." Carlos yelled. " Yes, our birthday is next week, so we can't be seen as kids anymore." Alexio, include.
We arrived at home at six o'clock and decided that we needed to leave for the pubs at seven o'clock. So it gave us an hour to get ready. I decided to wear a nice light blue dress. My phone ran, and for a second, i thought it was my ex, but I was relieved to see it's Remi. "Fia, are you done yet because we need to leave before the pub's get too busy." " Yes, Remi, I'm all done. I will see you both outside." Remi was wearing a pair of jeans with a white shirt. Santos was wearing jeans with his black T-shirt and sandals. His hair was still wet, almost like he just came out of the shower. I suppose he probably did. And off we went. We went from one pub to the other there was live music at each one we danced and drank so much. At our last pub, Remi decided he was done drinking because he was feeling nauseous. A few moments later, Remi disappeared into the bathroom. Santos and I were left alone dancing, the only ones on the dance floor since the pub was nearly closing. We were looking into each other’s eyes. His brown eyes were full of love, enjoyment, happiness he was smiling, and so was I.
Santos pulled me closer to him and gave me a kiss. the kiss was passionate, deep, and loving. Everything around us disappeared. His tongue went slowly into my mouth his hand was on my waist, the other on my neck. this tongue invited me like nothing before it was mesmerizing. It felt like it would never end, but it did. Santos stopped just before Remi came back from the bathroom.
"Are you okay, Remi?" I asked as normal as possible, trying not to give away that I just had the best kiss ever. But on the inside, I wanted to scream and remind Remi that his brother just kissed me in the most amazing way. " I'm all good now." Remi said. " Now you know why I only came for the music and why I don't drink." Santos said. Santos does not drink. How could I not have noticed it before. The pub was only five minutes away from home, so we walked home. We dropped Remi off. Although I said I could walk to my house alone, Santos insisted on taking me home. “There is no way you are going alone. You had a lot to drink and can barely walk straight, and I need to make sure you get into your bed, Fia."Okay, I won't put up a fight." That was all I could say.
While walking home, I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss, that breath-taking moment. My thought was interrupted by the realisation that we are outside my house. Will he really make sure I get into bed? Maybe he would be help getting up the stairs since I could barely walk from his house. He took my keys out my hand because I was struggling to unlock my door, and as what felt like a second, he picked me up and was making his was up the start to my bedroom.
Santos opened my bedroom door softly, and he paced me on my bed. Just as he pulled a blanket over me, I woke up. “Please don’t leave Santos.” “I’m just going to get you a glass of water.” Santos left quickly like he always does. My phone buzzed, and there is a message from my mom. Fia darlin, we left to go deal with some business. Jack said he was sleeping next door. Please lock the house. We’ll be back next week. How nice now I will be home alone. Well, not really tomorrow morning , he housekeeper and gardener will be here to start their first day.
I jumped out of bed and ran down the stairs at the end of the stairs. Santos was standing with a glass of water.” Fia, baby , here are you running to?” I froze. Did he just call me baby? “I need to lock the door because I will be alone tonight, and did you just call me baby?” “Yes, Baby , I did because I can, and because you're mine, I wanted to ask you all day, but there were too many interruptions.” I just stud there saying nothing. “Well baby since you’re going to be alone, is it okay if I stay?” I only nodded my head, saying yes. Santos gave me the glass of water and turned around to go lock the door. I was still standing at the same stop when he returned. The only difference was that my glass was empty. Santos takes the glass from me and places it on the table at the end of the wooden stairs.
“So now that we have no interruptions, will you be mine? I know we don’t know each other long, but I can’t keep away from you. I want to kiss you and hold you.” Santos asked and said everything so calmly. Yes, I would be yours.” I said with the biggest smile I ever think I could have. He smiled back at me. Santos pulled me into his arms and gave me another kiss he lifted me up, and my arms felt around his neck. His hands were placed just under my butt to help me keep in the air. Once again, his tongue slowly entered my mouth. My hands went running through his dark hair, gripping onto it. After a while of breathtaking kissing, he slowly lowered me down to stand on my feet, and yet we still continued kissing. He stopped just before it would have gone out of hand.
We walked up the stairs to my bedroom. “Santos you can sleep here with me. Get comfy I’m going for a shower.” “okay baby.” Santo replied. I took my dress pj’s out my closet and red underwear, and I went for a shower. I came our around five minutes later, and Santos was lying on his back only in his short watching TV. I went to lay next to him on my stomach facing the TV. He didn’t disappear.” Baby, I promise I won’t disappear like a dream as what I did yesterday. “you overhear, Remi?” “yes baby, I was standing just outside the door.”
While I was lying on my stomach watching the movie, Santos started running his finger up and down my right calve. I leaned on my side and started back at him. All he did was smile back at me. I sat up and asked “what is on your mind?” He replied “you and only you baby.” I placed my hand slowly and softly on his upper thigh he crabs my hand “Baby are you trying to seduce me?” “I’m not trying. I am seducing you.” He smiles at me. Santos pulled me closer and started to kiss me, and the kiss intensified. He slipped his hand under my dress and gripped my red panties on both sides. He starts pulling them down and then suddenly stops.” Do you want to do this, baby? Are you okay with it?” I just nodded, and the kissing continued while he undressed me…
Suddenly, I woke up. Was that just a dream I could have swear it was real. I’ve never had a dream like this. One thing that was not a dream Santos did was stay he is still asleep next to me, and he looks so peaceful. I won’t mind having him here the whole time my parents are away. “Baby are you okay? Why are you awake?” he asked with a very concerned look on his face over my wellbeing “I just had a dream that woke me, nothing to worry about it wasn’t scary.” I smile at him. Santos moved closer and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I turned around and laid back down he wrapped his arms around me and kept me in his embrace for the rest of the night
The rest of the night, I slept, though, without any dreams. I woke up around 8o’clock my bed was empty it was only me. Santos disappeared again like he always does. I got myself out of bed and looked at my phone for any. There were none. Just as I am about to leave my room, Santos comes in with a cup of coffee. “I thought you left me alone.” I said. “Morning baby, me leave you never, and besides, why would I leave before getting a kiss from you and saying good morning.” Santos said. I stood there, not knowing what to say. Santos said. I stood there, not knowing what to say. Santos pulled me closer, and once more, we shared an amazing breath-talking kiss.
“So baby, are you going to share your dream that you had last night.” Santos asked in a soft and gentle manner.” Perhaps if you are really ready to know.” I replied “Besides I’m ready because you had me worried.” “well it was just a dream about us kissing.” I winked at Santos. I told Santos the whole dream, and after he pulled me close for a kiss.