Lily I’m lost and drowning, without knowing what way is up anymore. The incident with Noah shook me to my core, and to be honest, I still haven’t really recovered. It also made me very unsure how to act around him now. I mean, I do see and meet with him there on a regular basis. And we are supposed to meet with the Esposito SRL people together. Yet, he scares me and at this point I don’t want to be alone with him. I did as he asked. Not immediately after the incident. I keep calling it an incident, because I don’t want it to refer to it as the time he crushed my windpipe the entire time. Incident also doesn’t do it justice, but it makes it easier for me to think about it. Anyways, I did reverse the accounts. The point is, they were flagged according to the regulations. They were not cros

