12 T regan learned. He learned that pride is a small thing when hunger leaves visiting cards. He gained knowledge from books and experience from freedom. As the boy, so the youth: stubborn, yet sensitive; lazy and brilliant by turns; discerning, yet scornful of people less blessed than himself. But in all his moods there was a blind passionate reaching for beauty—he ended each day with a vague hope that the next would reveal something to him. He didn’t know just what this would be. Suddenly he had a sharp-edged conviction. He must go on with schooling. In search of it he found his way to a New England city. There he felt much happiness. The city of learning, despite a reputation for snobbishness, seemed to have open arms for young students with empty pockets. He found that by running

