Maya’s POV I couldn’t feel my legs. Every part of me was humming and not only was I exhausted, I could also feel tingles spreading across my body. My body refused to move as if it was pinned down but I couldn’t blame it after that had happened- I had just had s*x for the first time and it was amazing. Alex was laying beside me, breathing unevenly as he tried to steady himself. I could barely keep my eyes open as the flurry of emotions continued to spread through my body rendering me speechless. This exactly what I thought my first time would be like. When I was much younger, I had dreamt about love and connection and also about giving myself only to someone who truly cared about me. Never in any of my day dreaming had I ever visualized giving it to the mafia king I was contracted

