Raelyn’s pov
Not seeing Torin for a day was enough to make me realize soon all of it would be over.
All the sneaking around, all the times I had to find a spot where Dylan wouldn’t see me so I could text back. The calls on the balcony or outside…
It was nerve-wracking to keep seeing Torin. Not to mention the guilt I felt towards Dylan.
I don’t know if it was guilt that stopped me from taking things even further or fear. It didn’t really matter either way. I had said my vows, and I meant them. I will not break them. I can't do anything about my feelings until I leave Dylan.
And besides, even if Torin likes me now, I doubt he'll like me after he finds out the truth. When he learns I'm broke, broken, and a mess, he won't want me anymore.
Yet the guilt, the anxiety, and everything else d
