MEANT TO BE

Chapter 3

"Don't you think this dress is too short or something?"

"Easily removable though. You look good in it and it goes with your skin."

I put my hair away from my face, picking up my bag. Now I'm just going to wait

"You need to get your hair done by the way"

"Is it that bad?"

I ask moving to the dresser to check it out

"Not really, but you have to look good all the time."

"Kay. Thank you anyway, for the thing, the makeover yeah? Have you heard from Jake yet?"

Jake is her boyfriend.

"No. But whenever I hear from him, I'm leaving him. Like bro, I'm done with him. That guy is a freaking total dick."

I c**k my head to a side and say

"I totally agree with you" as a form of support

"Can you believe he has not called or texted me in over three weeks now? He even leaves me on read these days"

"Nice. I mean, do whatever you want, that makes you happy. I don't know anything about relationships but call him and tell him how you feel"

She scoffs. "I'm not... I'm not doing that"

"Well then I ha--"

A knock on the door. I pause for a moment blinking. He's here

"That's your guy. Let's go"

Veronica day dragging me out of the room into the sitting room.

Jesus, my heart is beating fast right now and I think I'm going to explode

"Get the door. I'll stay undercover"

Oh now she's just making things worse. I let out a shaky breath moving to the door. I can do this. I literally f****d a guy last week. How bad could this go?

Don't say that. This would go well.

I turn the knob and pull the door open.

"Hi" I let out.

"Heyyyyy."

He look me over

"I'm ready."

"You look great."

He say and I smile

"Thank you" I step down onto the porch and shut the door behind me.

"I mean, you look great too"

"Thank you. Uh.. you didn't lock your door, someone in. Security reasons?"

"Uh.. my friend is in. She's uh.... Taking a nap"

"Oh."

He lead me to his car, oh my God. His car is so sleek and dope. Oh, this is why I love black cars.

He open the door before I get to it

"Milady"

"Thank you"

****

"So, how's family, your parents, siblings?"

I look out the window throwing my hair out of my face. Now, I'm reconsidering packing it

"They're good. What about yours?"

"Same. Are they in the country?"

"No, they're out."

"Oh, that's nice."

It's not nice. I only smile.

Is it me or I just don't want to talk about my family. But there's nothing else to talk about

"We are four and well.... I'm the first child so.."

"No way. I was going to ask because I was already concluding you're the last"

"Oh, wait till you get to know me." I say retreating tone. "I get that a lot though."

He laugh

"Well, I guess I'll have to find out"

"What about you?"

"I'm the second. And there's a baby on the way"

I dart a look at him.

"Whose and what kind of baby?"

"I'm going to have a little brother. Making us three."

"What?" I exclaim "No way. How do you feel about it"

I'd kill my mom

"Not particularly good about it. But what can I do?"

I chuckle. "Wow, well my mom's too old to try that kind of thing so she would never try it"

"Well, as it is. My mom feels too rich and bored and my dad, he seems to agree to anything "

"Wow." I stare ahead. "I mean, it's a good thing though. At least, you'll have taste of what father hood means before you actually be it"

He just smile

I release a breath as he push me against the wall. His hands grab my boobs as I kiss him. His erection against me makes me open my mouth in surprise and horniness. He bring his hand around my neck and bring his left hand to clutch my thigh with his other hand.

I try to think straight and just start to unbutton his shirt and push it off his shoulder against all means. He disengage a little bit to take his shirt off himself and yank off the arms of my sleeveless dress along with my bra. Within a twinkle of an eye, we're both naked and on his bed. I clutch his arms as he hover me and for some reason in scared all of a sudden. I try to close my eyes but I only end up licking my lower lips when he raise and caress my thigh.

My muscles contract as he positions and let himself in. I can only lock gazes him wide-eyed and dig my fingers into his shoulder as this takes effect. He kiss me and I do that back. I don't know if it's just me or me, because I'm so tight and that is so painful. I try to ease myself by stretching out but he disengage

"Don't do that"

In a very low voice

I'm like super turned on already and that's all he says? Does he want me to explode from horniness

"Teach me"

I blurt bringing my hand to cup his face. I'm going to cry. He grab both my hands and place them above my head keeping them there with his right hand. He grab my thigh with his left and start to thrust.

I start to loose my head when I become pretty slick and he's just going, fast. I lean forward for a kiss and he give it.

He clutch my breasts hard and I wrap my legs around him prying my hands from his loose grip straight into his hair.

"Oh"

I blink. I release my other hand and dig my fingers into his shoulders

"Jordan" I breathe out.

I shut my eyes feeling every inch of him times two. I'm close. Our foreheads are touching so when I open my eyes all I can see is his.

My eyes are filled with tears and misty and for the first time- second time, I'm okay with someone seeing me cry.

I push him away and throw my head back into the pillow with a subtle cry. He suck his face into my neck with a groan and I tremble the more. I keep him inside me for a few moments more as I hug him.

****

I open my eyes slowly to find my phone vibrating on the floor. I release a sigh and reach for it.

I open it as I lay back in bed and check for the annoying reason why it vibrated. Thank goodness I did not out it on sound. A message from Vero.

I roll my eyes.

'How is it? Is he good in bed?'

I roll my eyes again and smile.

Oh he's good- best.

"Was that your phone?"

I turn back slowly to meet Jordan's gaze and I smile.

God, hot voice

"Yeah. Um.. my friend is just checking and making sure I'm not dead."

"Ah"

He only say

"I'm sorry. It was stupid of me to say that-"

"No, it's fine"

He smile.

I still feel stupid. What should I even do now? Turn back to my phone or say something else.

I'm just dumb. I f**k a guy and that's all I say. I lower my lids and just turn back to my phone which I turn off and just stare into space.

Why am I so always weird in my life?

"Good morning by the way."

"Good morning" I say back without turning to look at him.

It was not as weird as this with Mark. Well, because the asshole left before I woke up. I actually knew when he left, I just did not bother to acknowledge him leaving.

I hear some shuffle and then feel some hot body heat before his hands wrap around my waist and turn me over to face him.

"Are you okay? What's wrong?"

I try to keep an eye contact but I end up looking away at his mouth

"I... I ..- remember me being vague here, I feel bad that um, I said what I said about my friend checking up on me"

"Why?"

He smile

"Because... Um.. I guess it was offensive to you"

"It was not. Did I say that? I know it was a joke"

"But you did not smile"

"I did. I just kept a straight face"

I squint my eyebrows at him and he smile

His hand move up my stomach to the swell of my breast and he lean forward.

I kiss him first and he smile again.

"Are you hungry or something?"

"Something"

I let out and I receive another smile in return.