CHAPTER FOUR: NOT GIVING UP

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Maribel sat curled up by the window, her legs drawn to her chest, her chin resting on her knees. Thin rays of sunlight filtered through the gauzy curtains, casting pale golden streaks across the floor. Dust floated in the air, shimmering silently. She was lost in her own thoughts, Outside, the world moved on cars passing, birds chirping, children laughing somewhere down the block but inside the house, time hung still. It had been three days since the hospital released her. Three long, aching days since she had come back to a home that no longer felt like hers. Her fingertips traced lazy circles against the foggy glass, her breath leaving a misty imprint with each slow exhale. The ache in her chest hadn’t calm, it sat like a stone inside her ribcage, heavy and unmoving. Some mornings, it was the first thing she felt before she even opened her eyes. Other days, it came in waves, crashing without warning, like when she passed the family photo still hanging crooked in the hallway or when she caught herself reaching to tell her mother something only to remember that she was no longer here on earth. Kira’s parents had paid the hospital bills. Had even covered the funeral costs for her father without hesitation. Maribel hadn’t known what to say. What could she say? “Thank you” felt like trying to put out a wildfire with a single glass of water. She remembered the ride home clearly, mostly because it had felt unreal. Kira’s mother had driven slowly, carefully, her voice gentle as if speaking too loudly might cause Maribel to shatter. “You don’t have to worry about anything right now, sweetheart,” she had said, one hand on the wheel, the other reaching over briefly to squeeze Maribel’s. “Just focus on resting. On healing. We’ve got you.” And her father had chimed in, turning slightly in the passenger seat. “You’re not alone, Maribel. We’re here. Always.” Those words repeated in her head sometimes, especially at night, when she was having sleepless nights, the were her source of comfort. Kira hadn’t left her side since. At first, Maribel had argued. “I don’t want to be a burden,” she had whispered, eyes down, fists clenched in her lap. But Kira had laughed an easy, light sound that somehow felt like fresh air. “You’re not getting rid of me,” she said, plopping a grocery bag on the counter. “Besides, someone has to make sure you’re eating something other than instant noodles and pity.” Maribel had smiled. Just a small one. But it had been real. The days crawled by in a hazy blur. Kira tried everything old board games pulled from the dusty shelves, poorly executed cooking experiments that often ended with laughter and smoke alarms, and movie marathons where they quoted lines at each other with exaggerated voices. Sometimes they sat in silence, letting it wrap around them like a blanket that didn’t need words, other times Kira just read out stories from old novels to her. But despite Kira’s best efforts, the house still felt wrong. Every creak of the floorboard reminded her of her father’s footsteps. The smell of cinnamon from the spice rack reminded her of her mother’s baking. Even the quiet moments especially the quiet ones were filled with absence. And then, one evening, the conversation shifted. They were sitting cross-legged on the living room floor, surrounded by flashcards and the ruins of a failed attempt at homemade pizza. The TV played softly in the background; It was a cartoon neither of them were really watching. Kira cleared her throat. “The principal called today, Pookie” she said, carefully placing her flashcards down. “She wanted to check in on you, she heard what happened and she sent her condolence, according to her you’ve not responded to any messages or emails so she thought its best if I relay the message to you.… she also asked if you’d be ready to return to school.” Kira added softly afraid that she may say something to make her sad. Maribel stiffened. Her heart gave a nervous flutter. “There’s a test next week and it is really important that you write with us,” Kira continued gently. “She said you’ve missed a lot” Maribel stared at the floor. Her fingers toyed with the edge of a napkin, folding and unfolding it without thinking. The very idea of walking through the school doors again made her stomach knot. She could already hear the whispers. “That’s the girl who lost both her parents.” “her dad… collapsed in the middle of the funeral.” “Poor thing.” And she knew she wasn’t ready for their judgmental pity. “I don’t know if I can do it, Kira” she whispered. “I don’t think that I am ready to be bullied or judged by anyone Kira.” She told Kira without looking up. Kira reached out, her hand resting warm and steady on Maribel’s arm. “You don’t have to be ready,” she said. “You just have to show up. I’ll be with you every step. We’ll face it together. You’re stronger than you think, Maribel. I believe in you.” The words lingered in the air. And somehow, they began to stitch something in Maribel. Small, invisible threads pulling her toward courage. After a long silence, she nodded. “Okay,” she said quietly. “I’ll go only because we’re are in the same school, if we weren’t schooling together, I swear I won’t go.” Kira was excited to her speak up, “I love you so much pookie bear” she screamed out of excitement as she pushed Maribel to the floor and started tickling her waist. The next morning was overcast, as if the sky was holding its breath for her return. Maribel dressed slowly, staring at her reflection. Her uniform hung a little looser on her now. Her eyes were darker beneath, her features sharper. She pulled her hair back, tying it with her mother’s favorite scrunchie, then stood still for a moment, breathing in and out. Kira met her by the door, holding two granola bars and an encouraging smile. “Breakfast of champions, cheers to bold steps” Maribel chuckled, softly, as she took the bar anyway. “Thanks K” They walked into the school together. And just as expected, the moment they stepped through the front entrance, the whispers began. “She’s back.” “Did you hear what happened?” “Both parents. Gone.” Maribel kept her eyes forward, her jaw tight. Her backpack felt impossibly heavy. She focused on the rhythm of her steps, the feel of Kira’s presence beside her, gave her the confidence she needed. The first classes passed in a blur. The teachers were kind, too kind, giving her the soft, understanding looks that somehow made it worse. She stared at the whiteboard as the words blurred, her thoughts drifting again and again. Soon it was time for lunch, she barely touched her sandwich, she had no appetite. And then came Nathan. She heard his voice before she saw him. That arrogant, mocking tone. “Well, well,” he said, looming over their table with that infuriating smirk. “Look who finally decided to show up. Thought you dropped out for good.” Maribel kept her eyes on her lunch. Her hands tightened around the edge of the tray. Don’t react. Don’t give him what he wants.” She whispered to herself. “What’s wrong?” Nathan leaned in, his voice low, venomous. “Too good to talk now, or you are too slow to respond?” Kira stood up so fast that her chair scraped loudly against the floor. “Leave her alone, Nathan,” she snapped. “Haven’t you done enough already?” But Nathan ignored her. “What’s your problem, huh? You think you’re the only one with issues? The world doesn’t revolve around dumb people you know.” He said almost too loud that everyone turned to look. Although some of the students are aware of Maribel’s tragedy, some are not aware especially those who aren’t close to her, like Nathan. Maribel’s body trembled. Her throat burned. A thousand retorts and insults clawed at her tongue, but none of them escaped. Her heart thundered against her ribs. “Back. Off.” Kira’s voice was sharp enough to cut steel. Nathan rolled his eyes and backed away, hands up in mock surrender. “Yoo, yoo, yooo, Calm down Drama queens, I won’t bite her.” As he left, Maribel finally let out the breath she’d been holding. Kira sat back down, watching her closely. “Are you okay?” Maribel nodded slowly. “Yeah. I just… I didn’t want to give him that satisfaction he needed.” Kira gave a small, proud smile. “Well, you didn’t. You held your ground, I am proud of you pookie.” The days that followed weren’t easy. Maribel struggled to focus. The work felt overwhelming, the lessons were too fast to follow but she kept showing up. She pushed through the pain and the exhaustion and the whispers. Kira helped her study late into the night. Teachers began to notice her effort. And one day, almost without thinking, she raised her hand and answered a question correctly. It was small. But it mattered. That night, sitting at her desk, flipping through her notes, she allowed herself a small smile. Her room was still quiet. The ache was still there. But so was something else, it was a flicker of strength she hadn’t realized was growing. Maybe she was broken. But maybe broken things could still be rebuilt. And for now, that tiny, hard-earned smile was enough.
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