Is it love, or is it hell??

Chapter 2: Sunrise and a hint of bad breath

Opening my eyes, I am stretch across my king size bed..

This is bed is too big for me only but I like my space, I sleep like a little toddle all over the bed..

Getting up, I slightly winch as I had to much vibrator s*x with BOB, I am a little tender..

Grabbing my robe, I slap my p***y and moan "You naughty slut"..

"SLUT" Who is a slut, Camila moans.

Arrrggghhhhhhhh

"I almost forgot about you b***h, why have you been so quiet I scold my wolf".

"b***h" look who's talking my wolf says.

"Yes, you are the one who has been hiding in the shadows, sulking and whining like a little b***h for the past uhm I don't know WEEKS..."

"Well if you weren't a stubborn werewolf who never lets her wolf roam I'd be kicking your ass right now, Camila says.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. I laugh

"Excuse me for living, but your are the one who is lost, dazed and unfocused just because we haven't found or 'MATE' yet" I shout at her.

Pffffffffffffffffffffff

"If you didn't block me out, cut of our mind link we would have found our mate and not be so lonely" she scolds me.

"Come on now Camila!.. Do you really think I am capable of loving NOW, when I have my life sorted out, I am financially stable, a successful business woman and you think now at 27 years of age I am ready for a 'Mate'" I shout.

"Well, well well.. If you let me roam and smell I would have scented our mate a long time ago.. Do you really want to die a virgin?'

Ignoring those words, I make my way down the stairs..

Making a nice and warm Latte, I walk over to the balcony, unlock the door and take a breath of fresh air..

I can feel my wolf stirring, wanting to run

"Let.Me.Out.Now" she says

"NO"

"YES" she shouts

"NO, If you weren't so mean back there I would have considered letting your run tonight"

Hearing Camila moan I get annoyed and cut of our link..

There there, now I can have my latte in God Damn Peace..!!

I shouldn't be so mean to my wolf, she is the only one who has been loyal and trustworthy to me all these years, If it weren't for her I would be lying dead in a dead somewhere.

Inhaling another smell of fresh air, I make my way back to the kitchen.

Picking up my MP3, I put one "Wild thoughts by Rihanna" and I start making my breakfast.

I always loved to cook, my Mom was a great cook.. I remember her always scolding me for being in her way or under her feet while she prepared meals for us..

Walking over to the fridge, I take out bacon slices, cheese, tomato and some eggs..

Grabbing the frying pan, I prepare my bacon and cheesy omelette..

Mmmmmmmmm I moan between bites, sipping on my fruit juice.

I could high five my face right now for this delicious breakfast..

As I sit there, staring at my now empty plate I cannot help but feel a little empty..

I stare at myself in the mirror..

God, I look terrible....

Red swollen eyes, running nose.. I open the cold water and splash it over my face..

Heading towards my bed, I fall and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling..

I need to get a grip, I need to get laid..

I quickly sit up and grab my Sony of the bedside cupboard..

I unlock it and scroll until I reach my best friends number..

I dial it and put it on speaker..

"Hello"

"Tills???"

"OMG, Carmern"

"Lol, yes Tills, its me"

"Omg, how have you been?" she asks

"Well, other than deep down right and out depressed I have been good and you?"

"Ahhhh, I have been good thanks"

"So listen up Tills, I need to man up and get down and dirty, I need a few drinks and a night of sore feet, if you know what I mean?'

"Mmmmm, yes I do"

Closing my eyes to her screaming and excitements and I cannot help but smile.

"What time should I come over"she asks

"Around 6:30 I say"

"Ok Carmen, see you soon" and she hangs up

Looking at myself in the mirror I cannot help but smile, I might be lonely and depressed but I know how to make myself look good.

I chose a short revealing black dress that stops just under my ass.. I am weating my purple undies, matching bra and g-string..

I chose my black stilettos with purple press studs, they are definately so sexy..

My long black hair now lays straight down my back..

I chose my makeup carefully, not wanting to look like a slut..

I chose to go with a smoky look with a touch of purple, nude lips with some gloss and very black eye liner and mascara that made my EYES POP..

Ding dong

Ding dong

I quickly look at myself one last time and smile

Walking over to the door I open it..

"Oh my f*****g God"Til says

"What?" I ask her

" Wait, where is my best friend Carmen and what have you done to her?"

We both laugh

Stepping close to hug each other , we jump up and down squealing like little girls

"Come in"

"Wow, it's been such a long time since I have been here, you have really outdone yourself with this place"

"Thank you Tils, I can finally call it my home.

"Would you like a glass of wine before we head out"I ask

"Yes please, it would help subside these butterflies in my stomach, talking about butterflies, I think we should go down town"

"WHAT?????????"

"Yes, not the like bad part of Brooklyn you know, the elegant, sensual and sexy part of Brooklyn" Til says

"We stare at each other in silence, sipping our wine and finally laugh

"Tils, you look beautiful" I say

Since I can remember Tils has always been a gorgeous woman, with long red hair, pale skin and the most beautiful grey eyes I have ever seen.

Her petite figure makes her strikingly beautiful.

She is wearing a dark blue knee length dress that flares a little, with some fish net stockings and blue stilettos.. Her makeup is light with some touch of blue and dark red lips..

"Thank you Carmen, can we go now?" She asks

"Yes off course, let me just grab my purse"

As we climb into her Audi R8, I cannot help but smile and feel anxious as we make our way to down town brooklyn.

I don't know why, but I have a feeling this night is going to change the rest of my life.