Peace.
To me I do believe it is utterly underrated, for it is only when one has or is experiencing it, to know the true value.
All my life I’ve been bitter, arrogant and angry, up until the time Ryan came into my life. I thought the universe was finally trying to pay me back for all it took from me, yet it ended up taking Ryan from me. Yet, what I have noticed in all that has happened and the difference between when I was with Ryan and now is that, I was happy with Ryan but never peaceful. I guess a part of me always feared of him leaving me, for that I was not peaceful, but I was indeed extremely happy. Too happy that I put my all on him, so when he was taken from me, I broke and returned back to my earlier ways.
Which is why I will be forever grateful for everything that happened the
