I sat at my kitchen top wondering what to do, Jacob was at school I have started applying for jobs and I not long left Nonni's this morning.
I was sad knowing that I won't be seeing him again and that I felt a real connection which I know he did too.
When I think about our times together it makes my body feel warm and I get tingles in special places. I have never felt that before and I owe him goodbye for helping me.
I start baking some of the strawberry chocolate chip cookies that I have made before that I know he likes.
I get all of the ingredients together and start mixing them up with some music in the background. This is my happy place and I am thankful to be here thanks to Lucas.
I placed the cookies in the oven and put the timer on as I cleaned the tops down and washed everyt
