I have been cleaning Nonni's house today to keep me occupied. I can't stop thinking about Lucas and if it would have ended like that regardless.
I have started so many messages but then deleted them before I got the chance to send them on.
I walked back into the kitchen to see Sarah was back from her run.
I give her a big smile and put the kettle on.
"Have you messaged him?" she asks still catching her breath.
"Nope.... there is nothing to say, our worlds are so different to what the other is looking for. there is no point" I finish making the tea's.
"They leave tomorrow afternoon" she said to me.
"Well I'm here for you if you need me Hun" I said to her.
"Ryan is staying here....Lucas doesn't know that yet" she smiled awkwardly.
I sat down "Really!"
"Yes...we haven't worked i
