I sat on the beach looking out to sea, tears sliding down my cheeks. I am feeling overwhelmed with worry and sadness. A week has been gone since Lucas has left, his boat has been moved to I don't know where and I am jobless.
I have started feeling angry, would it have been better that I didn't meet him? I would not have any issues with work as Laura would not have needed to be such a b***h to me and I would not be sad right now.
I also can't help but think if he even thinks of me since he has been home. We haven't messaged each other at all and I can't help but feel stubborn not to text first. Even if we messaged it would not have helped anything, we have two different lives.
I stood up and shook the sand from my bum and walked to Nonni's.
I walked in to see her asleep in her chair,
