My mind was like mush and I really didn't know what to think. Why would he not tell me, is he worried I am a gold digger? How could Laura ruin my happy bubble in 10 seconds. "Baby..." Lucas said coming out. I sat on a metal chair outside the pub looking out to sea. Lucas crouched in front of me. "Babe... listen to me, this changes nothing... nothing has changed?" he said holding my hands. "Why didn't you tell me? I told you I was......" I looked around and shook my head. "You are still a man I don't know" I said. "No ..you do know me it's just I left out my worth" He said looking stern but soft. "Do you think that I am a gold digger?" I said. "f**k No!...you are the most interesting girl I have ever met, you surprise me daily with how brave and strong you are and how kind and

